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Hey pooks, you been doing alright lately? Hope your days going well at least <3

I CAME BACK AND IT SAID I HAD 42 NOTIFICATIONS WHICH ISN'T THAT BAD BUT I HAVE OCD WITH THIS STUFF SO I HAD A HEART ATTACK.
          
          anywayyyy, how are y'all doing? Sorry I disappeared BUTTTT I have a new chapter ready and I will be posting tmr. I was so happy to come back and see that a lot of books that I LOVE that had stopped producing chapters, have new parts to them so i'm like YIPEEEEEE. Anywho, hope y'all have a good day/night, love you guys (platonically you silly goofs) and stay safe! <3

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME! I'm bored and I just remembered its my birthday so yippeeee. I hope ya'll have a good day/night. I'm feeling better this week btw and I'll either update my story today or tmr. Love you guyssss!

Howdy Dowdy, How are you guys doing? I hope you're having a good day/night.
          
          I'm just here to address something, its not super serious, I just wanted you guys to stay updated with what's going on.
          
          So, basically, I've been depressed for the past 3 years (No shit, that's how I ended up on Wattpad LMAO) But we recently, like a month ago recently, figured out that my body was allergic to like the main hormones that make people happy, it was like dopamine, seratonin, and another I don't remember. So basically I had a chemical imbalance and got it fixed, and since then, I've literally been feeling the best. I kid you not, I had never been happier in my life. But just as of last week, I can feel myself slipping back, and it's not a slow slip either, its freaking rapid. I've started having panic attacks in school, some weird nightmare that feels like a memory so I'm not sleeping at night, i'm starting to hate everybody around me even tho they literally treat me the best, and I just don't know what to do. I don't wanna tell my mom Abt it even tho she helped me out sm when I was depressed, cuz we were seriously convinced I was better, and I don't wanna ruin that. And I'm just terrified that I'm going to slip back to where I was and that all of the work I did was for nothing. I don't wanna come on here and just dump this on you guys, but I really need someone to talk to cuz i've been kinda considering death. (I wouldn't do it) but i'm just really going thru it rn but I have to just thug it out, yk? Anyway, also i'm telling y'all this cuz its really gonna effect my chapters being published. They're gonna come out a little slower even tho I just started and I'm so sorry, I really am. I'll let you guys know when I'm better but I just don't wanna be here anymore.
          
          I love you guys sm and I hope you understand. If you're feeling similar to how I just described, please talk to someone, you could even talk to me if you needed. Anyway, thanks for listening to my overload, love y'all<3

PFP IS SLAYYYY

IM BACK BITCHESSSS. I'm so so sorry for how long i've been gone, and for how MOTHER FUCKING LONG it has taken me to release the FIRST CHAPTER OF THIS BITCHASS STORY, I HAVE BEEN BUSY AS SHIT- Anywhoooo, seriously, right when I started the book, I had State Drama, then I got a break on Sunday, I went to church and then slept forever cuz I had a concussion, then boom, right back on Monday I went to State FFA which went till Wednesday. Then I got home, packed, and slept. Wake up on thursday and i'm going to the livestock show, yippee. Anyway, now I'm finally home and I'm ready to feed you guys. I'll be releasing the first chapter tonight. It's just been really hard cuz i'm doing character aesthetics for the whole family and that shit is time consuming as fuck, so please pardon the long ass wait. Love you guys so much, tell me how your day/night is going, buh bye!

I HAVE AN IDEA. I'm going to write a Mafia book but it will be a crossover with MCU, so Bucky will be the love interest but we'll be enemies yk? If ya'll have ideas, please gimme them cuz this is my first book I'm gonna be releasing lol

Also, on an unrelated note, I'm deciding to make my life a stressful piece of shit, so i'm writing a book<3
          
          I need recommendations, after making my first one, I'll probably make the other recommendations that weren't chosen. Anywho, lemme give you what I want to write, and don't FUCKING judge me for who the fuck I like because I'm a deprived little bitch surrounded by hot ass fictional characters.
          
          Bucky Barnes mcu (Enemies to lovers)
          Lost Mafia princess shit (Mainly family based, but will have love interest)
          Ghost cod (Enemies to lovers)
          Soap cod (Friends to lovers)
          
          If there are any other ones you want as a recommendation, feel free to comment but that don't mean i'm finna write it. Disclaimer, I don't do anime or D.C sorry.

What's up homies? I'm bored, and if you think I have a life, you're fucking WRONG (I'm constantly too busy to have simple free time.) Anyyyywhooo, how are you? Just wanted to check up on ya'll in case someone's slipping YK? My wrestling shit is starting back up, so even tho the actual season starts in November, I'll have shit to do with my life <3 Anyway, love you guys, reach out to me when you're sad, or when you're just trippin balls and want a jackass to talk abt random shit with, adios amigos. Go drink some water, take a shower, hell even shave your legs if you're feelin up to it, cuz I sure as shit AINT <3

I'm from St Louis Missouri and you