BeLLa

Anyone up to chat?
          I'm losing my mind

Maybe not today bot tomorrow but some day for sure.

HAPPY NEW YEAR GUYSS✨️❤️✨️❤️✨️
          
          i wish everyone all they want except illegal stuff like killing, assaulting and harassing!!
          May all who read this achieve atleast one of their new year resolutions.
          Another year to go counting full of love and happiness!!❤️

I've been thinking about you a lot lately,
          I match with them rarely, just a few,
          We are alike, just the way I like people, 
          One of them being you.
          
          You know me, I know you,
          Throughly if I must recall, 
          We talked a lot and the connection we drew,
          Was all I needed to fall for you.
          
          You brought the fire I needed,
          My friends calling you a pit stop person for me,
          I'm still in denial and then I retreated,
          That was all I wanted to see.
          
          I know, you know, We know, you didn't break me,
          But oh I hope you know I've been thinking about it,
          Cause all I've seen is how it was all us and we,
          All I did was throw fit.
          
          I hope you are happy, without me,
          Like you want to be,
          So it will hurt less,
          Until luck tries to press.
          
          I know you were crazy, 
          Like you said the words on the 2nd day,
          I hope those weren't mind games,
          That would tear me apart is I want to say.
          
          We don't cross paths, 
          But oh lord I hope we do,
          Cause it was me who drowned us wraths,
          Until the day I want to say it was true.
          
          I hope we meet again,
          When the time's right and we have no pain,
          Cause I hope you know,
          I really wanted my love for you to grow.
          
          
          Okay, I can explain.
          It's for this guy I really liked. My friends know him as alpha guy☠️☠️ 
          (I hope he doesn't know wattpad exists)
          I might've liked him a lot but I wasn't healed and didn't wanna spread pain or not have true feelings for him. 
          
          He could have been my soul mate lol who knows cuz we connected and it was EPIC for me.

@whatthehell8667 
          YES YES YES

Ayyo chipmunk

I finished Divergent (book 1) last week 
          And me being me.
          I read some spoilers on Google for book 2
          TTVTT
          
          
          I DONT HAVE THE COURAGE TO READ THE NEXT BOOK
          
          I literally can't 
          Like omg I was so happy at the end of book 1 but book 2, I just can't go through it.
          But I will lol

Why has wattpad become everything except about reading and writing books?
          Lol idk why like it's supposed to be a platform for people who read and write?
          Anyways, 
          If anyone's up to give me new books in dystopian genre, please do!! 
          
          Love, Bella 

I'm reading divergent and OMG
          IM IN LOVE WITH FOUR (Still reading it and not that far)
          fictional men are why I'll never ( maybe ) love in this generation.
          Like they be setting my standards SO HIGH.
          I really can't find such guys lol. 
          Becuz I live in a society where men aren't supposed to show their feelings and emotions.
          Anyways, IM RANKING MY 3 MEN FICTIONAL MEN SO FAR
          
          1. HARDIN SCOTT FROM AFTER SERIES (could never let him keep down)
          He's always gonna be the first for me. (I was young)
          
          2. AARON WARNER FROM SHATTER ME SERIES
          nothing to say cause there nothing to explain my love for him.
          
          4. FOUR FROM DIVERGENT (book 1) cuz haven't read far. 
          Idk he got me butterflies again. I don't have anything to explain why him ;;;=;;;

Should I just like idk go missing???
          Cuz i haven't studied a bit for an exam I have in like 9 hrs☠️☠️☠️
          TTVVTT
          this has been my year so far. Only 12 more days to go. And I have a free life to watch the not so overrated game of thrones (it actually has an interesting plot excluding nudity)