Bearstoneinc

Uhmmm, hi a year later. Just stopping by to see if anyone is interested in reading the rest of irrevocable love if I were to post it. 

Listen, I get it, I am the biggest tease the world may know. The truth is, I have the majority of the book done. But let me be honest, I lost almost all motivation to do anything really for the last 6 months. 
          I love Ophelia and  Sebastian and their story will be published, and that is a promise. I knew mentally it was getting hard because I would write and post 3-5 chapters a week and it was never too much for me and I made it a priority. However, in the last 6 months, it was hard for me to write one chapter.  I will never force myself to do anything, however, I tried to do just that. By posting deadlines here and trying to tell myself that I need to do it because I made a commitment.  I did this a couple of times and then I had to pause and reflect. I read the chapters that had been posted at the beginning of this disconnect with the story. I then read the chapters that have been written for months now, and it was obvious that I needed to rewrite them. 
          I love writing and creating stories and love seeing people react to them. It's my favorite thing and  I lost all joy and motivation. I needed that break to reevaluate my life. I guess I am writing this in hopes to explain myself and also to remind people, don't force what you love to do if there is no motivation. 
          I won't come on here anymore and promise a certain time as to when more chapters will be published. All I will say is I have regained the passion to give Ophelia and  Sebastian the ending they deserve. 
          I promise the chapters will be published soon. I think that in the state of the world, at least happiness can be found in passions.  Thank you for being so patient with me and this story.

I am hoping to post the majority of the book this week. But it is so must drama that I hope it makes up for the long-awaited update.

Since posting my last update, I’ve gotten a lot of messages about when I’ll update. I have a few chapters done. My original plan was to just finish the book but that would end up being another month or two. Would you rather I post like I used to do, 3-4 chapters a week?  Message me your opinions, ahhh idk I’m nervous. 

Okay? I’m hoping that the next update is either the rest of the book or that I just have two more updates. Seeing that we haven’t even made it half way through the book yet, these are going to be big updates. Therefore I will try to get them out as fast as I can. The next update will be soon though. Promises. 

Hey, I know no one cared, but it’s time to finish book two in my head. So an update coming soon. Hopefully. Fingers crossed. 

When I tell you, I have like 5 chapters done but like some of them are shorter so I wanted more, but my inability to find the motivation to do anything right now really has me by my neck. I’m really trying, and I’m so sorry I haven’t updated. I’m hopeful I’ll get it of the slumps soon, and when I do I’ll probably upload half the second book. Just been having a rough month 

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kMzlN9-Db1A
          And cue the black and white movies. Update soon, and to help you get into the mood a little gift. I listened to this one repeat while writing.

I just noticed how Wattpad is text to speaking my newest book. I work overnight and am constantly listening to my audible, so when I saw this I kinda freaked out. This caused me to sit here and listen to Teacher's Pet, and for some reason, it feels real and unreal. I've done this with my fantasy book and jeez, It's so unreal right now.

This last week consisted of me reading ‘the seven husbands of Evelyn Hugo’ and crying for 2 hours straight (I kid you not) and ‘the love hypothesis’. Ontop or seeing eternals and when I tell you my emotions are flying. How was your week? Update soon, very soon.