BeeMikeyToothless11

I believe ending my life will end all the suffering. I know my parents won’t care. My dad loves to say that I’m lazy or unimportant. I’m not even his kid but my little brother is. My little brother gets everything handed to him. My dads family just loves him so much and he’s the one they check up on. Never me. Where am I in this world? I know no one will ever know me for something great. I will be nobody. I will work my life away and into nothing. I hope I die. If I die they won’t know I’m in pain so they won’t be even more disappointed in me for not being strong enough to keep going in this world. The day I stop updating and never speak again is the day I’m gone. I highly doubt anyone is going to read this or care but I needed to say something so it doesn’t look like I’m lying to myself.

Emo_girl3365

@BeeMikeyToothless11 Please don't do it
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snowpax

@BeeMikeyToothless11 Please don't do it! There are still people out there that still love you!
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elsiemac08gmail

*huge sigh of relief* Oh thank God.
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elsiemac08gmail

After assuming that this account died off I get a message from none other than her. Not saying it's a bad thing. It just threw me off. I'm glad you didn't end it all. Welcome back to the crazy Wattpad of 2020.

BeeMikeyToothless11

I’m scared honestly. I’ve been looking through everything and I’m just wowed. I’ve been keeping up with Transformers. And I’m really sad to think about never seeing my favorite bots again
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elsiemac08gmail

this message may be offensive 
Like, literally. So much has fucking changed. You don't wanna know.
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BeeMikeyToothless11

I believe ending my life will end all the suffering. I know my parents won’t care. My dad loves to say that I’m lazy or unimportant. I’m not even his kid but my little brother is. My little brother gets everything handed to him. My dads family just loves him so much and he’s the one they check up on. Never me. Where am I in this world? I know no one will ever know me for something great. I will be nobody. I will work my life away and into nothing. I hope I die. If I die they won’t know I’m in pain so they won’t be even more disappointed in me for not being strong enough to keep going in this world. The day I stop updating and never speak again is the day I’m gone. I highly doubt anyone is going to read this or care but I needed to say something so it doesn’t look like I’m lying to myself.

Emo_girl3365

@BeeMikeyToothless11 Please don't do it
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snowpax

@BeeMikeyToothless11 Please don't do it! There are still people out there that still love you!
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elsiemac08gmail

*huge sigh of relief* Oh thank God.
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