BeeVxmitSenpxi

to anyone who read our symphony, you are now eligible for compensation of 1 penny, if you dial 666-666-6666 you will be able to receive your penny in the mail. I apologize for the severe and continuous lapse of my judgement, and to the one person who said they slammed their head on their bed 8x, screamed 5x, and wheezed halfway through chapter 16 I hope you are doing better now.

BeeVxmitSenpxi

to anyone who read our symphony, you are now eligible for compensation of 1 penny, if you dial 666-666-6666 you will be able to receive your penny in the mail. I apologize for the severe and continuous lapse of my judgement, and to the one person who said they slammed their head on their bed 8x, screamed 5x, and wheezed halfway through chapter 16 I hope you are doing better now.

BeeVxmitSenpxi

Hey gamers...
          
          I’ve been thinking about it a lot lately and I think I was looking at everything the wrong way. I know it’s April first, but I’m serious. 
          
          I wasn’t feeling our symphony anymore and I tried to force chapters out, and I thought maybe I just lost the magic... but recently I realized that you can’t force yourself to do something if you’re not feeling it anymore, you have to wait for that right moment and that right time where that spark you’ve been missing comes back to light. 
          
          I’ve been struggling with a lot of things this year. Realizing that I’m trans and feeling like I could never support myself even though I’ve supported other people before. And then, the days I would spend trying to force myself to write a chapter, and with school and my emotions getting in the way things got too stressful.
          
          So, I had to stop, I needed to stop writing so I can give you quality content that I’m proud of, I didn’t want to shovel mindless crap into people’s throats and call it a “chapter”.
          
          Now, that doesn’t mean I’m gonna be back anytime soon, I’ll still be spectating but I’ve got to make sure that I’m in a good and healthy mental state to bring out a proper chapter that I could truly be proud of. 
          
          I’ve done a lot of role plays recently and have definitely gotten Zim and Dib down better but, I can’t just go to their original personalities suddenly. 
          
          Hell, maybe I’ll just make a new new story, but I need time. I appreciate the support I have been given and I hope I can create more ZaDr content for you guys.
          
          Ps I’m single hit me up— jkjk I mean yeah I’m single but please don’t hit me up, I like being single lmao

BeeVxmitSenpxi

I know I said that I wouldn't be making fanficiton anymore but...TBH I kind of want to make fanfics still, our symphony is probably done for though. I just...like I said before it's been boring bc they aren't even the same like in the show. I mean, possibly I can redo it but even then it's just...I don't know. I'm still gonna be making my own original content though.

BeeVxmitSenpxi

I will only continue our symphony if 6-10 people are still interested in actually reading the story 
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BeeVxmitSenpxi

Hey...I've been thinking about something for the past two weeks and last night I've decided that I will no longer make/continue any of my fanfics...here's why.
          
          I've learnt so much from writing ZaDr fanfics, as a matter of fact I could be VERY descriptive, but I feel like nobody reads my stories anymore. Maybe it's because they just got...bad? Maybe it's because I'm not very consistent? Or maybe it's because I was forced to move accounts once? I don't know what it is but everything is just inactive.
          
          I've had so many issues with writing Zim and Dib's personalities correctly, although I could definitely do that now, I just feel like it's unfortunately too late to fix their personality errors in Our Symphony...they're just too nice to each other. It's gross. It dosen't matter if Zim is pregnant or not he's still acting way too idk...just he isn't acting like Zim...it makes me sad. Dib I might've been able to get away with but Zim's just, a different story. Now I wouldn't have made them complete assholes toward each other but there has to be some sort of level to balance those things out...and unfortunately I couldn't balance that level correctly.
          
          I think it's time for me to branch out, make more of my own characters (take Bee and Jared along with me and give them a chance to be apart of their own things) but even so I will not be posting the story on Wattpad, I have a story in mind but it's far from ready to really start writing.
          
          I love you guys so much, thank you for supporting me in the best ways you possibly could...I never deserved any of you. I never deserved the one friend I hurt...I wish I could tell him that I'm sorry. 
          
          But anyways, this is Invader Elliot, signing off.
          
          (if anyone would like to continue our symphony dm me asap, like by the end of today)