BigSadBigMad

I am a whore for astarion. 
          	
          	
          	Can't promise I won't write a whole trilogy for him like I did the boys LMAO the brain rot is real af

BigSadBigMad

Hi everyone❤ I know I said I would be writing more regularly, but it always seems I forget to make time for myself to write. As its said in my bio, I tend to only write in my free time, but in all honestly I've been suffering a creative burnout ever since i started and finishes the last book in the faith series. 
          
          Every day i come and check my profiles, because yes i do in fact have more than one XD it always warms my heart when i see people still reading the stories I've posted of the cure. Whether that be my trilogy or the many many down bad one-shots I've put out, I still see all of you. I want to apologize for being a hypocrite and making promises i haven't been able to hold myself accountable for. 
          
          All my mutuals i have, and to all the silent readers who have been supporting my books, I have such a deep gratitude for all of you; I posted a majority of these books while i was in my senior year of highschool. Its been a few years since then, and Ive been struggling to find a good balance between my full time job and what little free time i have outside of work. Most days im too Tired to even think about writing; however slowly but surly I have been thinking up new story concepts- some that aren't cure related at all.
          
          Yes, i do still plan to continue with that falling for you story- I just need to figure the plot out completely before i dive in heads first XD I just wanted to let yall know that I may be posting some other stories on this account of my other hyperfixations. Right now, im jotting down story notes for two possible new books ;)
          
          Though i do have one tiny question, do any of y'all like supernatural >:3
          
          Dont expect any new posts in the next few days though, but do keep an eye out for anything new ❤ 
          
          Love y'all ^^

BigSadBigMad

Okay my idea for the new book is called 'falling for you' where Robert is a lonely coffee shop owner and he stumbles upon simon who's sitting in the rain all beat up and sad. Basically a slow burn AU with a naive coffee shop rob and scary dog gangster Simon who hates brining robert into his style of living

proudofMary

@ BigSadBigMad  A new style, yes! 
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robertslefttoe

@BigSadBigMad omg that would slay sm, its greattt!
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BigSadBigMad

Hey peeps❤
          
          Its been awhile since I last posted a story between the boys, and recently I have been thinking non stop about a new story plot; completely original and quite loosely based around the actual history of the cure. I think I want to make it more of a modern type fic of the boys, but the same slow burn style as my faith trilogy^^
          
          Any opinions or suggestions will be happily accepted and credited in the next story (: 
          
          Keep an eye out~ r.f

voodoo_smile

@BigSadBigMad sounds like a great idea!
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proudofMary

@ BigSadBigMad  good idea to write a modern story with our old boys! I'm waiting for you 
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BigSadBigMad

I will be deleting chapters 14 and up to re write the plot! That was the time I started to burn out, so I believe it will be good ^^

BigSadBigMad

@voodoo_smile its already coming along nicely (;
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voodoo_smile

@BigSadBigMad oh that sounds interesting. Looking forward to the revised fic!
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BigSadBigMad

I have decided to re-write the half assed ending to faith in us, mostly because at the time I sort of spat out that ending just to be done with the book trilogy because i was burnt out.
          
          However, i feel like i could defiantly put some TLC on faith in us! So keep an eye out for that (; 
          
          Before i can do that though I have to read the whole book over again so I'm mentally caught up XD

BigSadBigMad

Question- how would y'all like me either re-writing faith in us (because at the time i wrote it I was in the middle of a burn out lmao) or make my little story cold a full book?

BigSadBigMad

@proudofMary 0^0 that's not a bad idea, I didn't think about a fourth book (:<
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proudofMary

@ BigSadBigMad  the fourth book...faith in them? 
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