Buckys_gurl_91

We’ll… we’re slowly getting there. But it’s taking us time. I mean, no body is an expert on grief or anything. It still feels like he’s still here. The nights are worse , when I can’t turn off my brain  and last night was just bizarre. I thought for a moment I saw his figure in my mirror  it was freaky. Sat up and was like wtf  maybe I did see him. Maybe I was just seeing him cuz I was thinking. Idk 

Vanna1196

Hey, you good? Haven't heard from you in a while.

Buckys_gurl_91

@Vanna1196 Ugh...We don't talk about Politics in this house...It leads to explosions
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Vanna1196

@Buckys_gurl_91 That's good. Things are starting to look good over on my end as well....save for the elections coming up....ugh
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Buckys_gurl_91

@Vanna1196 Yes lol, was getting kinda busy for a while, but things r calming down finally. thank god
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Buckys_gurl_91

We’ll… we’re slowly getting there. But it’s taking us time. I mean, no body is an expert on grief or anything. It still feels like he’s still here. The nights are worse , when I can’t turn off my brain  and last night was just bizarre. I thought for a moment I saw his figure in my mirror  it was freaky. Sat up and was like wtf  maybe I did see him. Maybe I was just seeing him cuz I was thinking. Idk 

Buckys_gurl_91

Well...Happy 32 to Me. Not only did i wake up to the News My Dad was dying. We got there and I got to hold him in my arms, and Whisper to him, just how much i loved him. He was strong throughout all of this...but Everything happened so fast. We Will Miss you Daddio! Fly Free! We Will See you again! We will be All Okay.

Buckys_gurl_91

@mamawolf1005 we’re trying our best to keep our composure but it’s still going to be a long road. It’s because of the fact that his heart only had a viable percentage that was still working. We all only had days with him beforehand that he was Happy, talking and laughing so it’s just so bizarre that it happened so quickly.
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mamawolf1005

@Buckys_gurl_91 if you ever need to talk you can message me! 
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Buckys_gurl_91

@mamawolf1005 it’s definitely a trying time for everyone. It just seems like it happened so fast.
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Buckys_gurl_91

Happy 30th Birthday to me!! Can’t believe I’m actually 30!! Time flies so fast! Feels like yesterday I was only just turning 19! WTH!!! Where did the time go??

ekortay

30 th BIRTHDAY
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