Byungderland

From what happened in my reality life. Aku jadi macam terfikirkan satu idea ni. Like prnh terfikir tak how "menyebalkan" it is when you playing with others feeling. You made they likes you, then you turn their feeling on and off. LIKE WHAT YOU WANT-
          	
          	imagine lah, if you play the feeling dengan org yg ada mental issue or psycho(?). Diorang have no idea yg mungkin korang mainkan perasaan dia.. all in their mind is "she loves me.. just she can't show me that she loves me bcoz of some parasite infront of her. Im going to get rid of the parasite"
          	
          	Biasanya kalau cerita yg kita dgr, FL ni org yg innocent astu dye tak sedar pun yg ML yg psycho suka diorang. Astu si ML pulak halucinate mcm2 like FL dgn dia ni couple or etc.
          	
          	Tapi idea aku.. aku terfikir nak buat FL ni yg mmg sengaja bagi feeling kat ML, meanwhile ML.. lelaki yang really hv no idea ttg FL mainkan perasaan dia.  So ML ni cam urgee sangat nak tahu FL ni suka dia ka tidak. (Eh fhm ke tak? Idea ni mcm ssh sgt otak aku nak explain *emoji tengkorak*).. dia mcm nak paksa je FL bagitahu feeling dia, tapi dia xleh buat bnda tu sbb syg. 
          	
          	Just like my reality, aku rasa cam nak culik je dia astu ikat dia.. torture dia, suruh dia bagitahu kebenaran ttg perasaan dia. So kalau dia cakap dia tak suka kita, kita bunuhlah dia *emoji tengkorak* kalau ya, kita cakap "okeyhh, itu ja yg aku nk dgr selama ni.. kau boleh balik now. And yea, aku pun suka kau"

Byungderland

From what happened in my reality life. Aku jadi macam terfikirkan satu idea ni. Like prnh terfikir tak how "menyebalkan" it is when you playing with others feeling. You made they likes you, then you turn their feeling on and off. LIKE WHAT YOU WANT-
          
          imagine lah, if you play the feeling dengan org yg ada mental issue or psycho(?). Diorang have no idea yg mungkin korang mainkan perasaan dia.. all in their mind is "she loves me.. just she can't show me that she loves me bcoz of some parasite infront of her. Im going to get rid of the parasite"
          
          Biasanya kalau cerita yg kita dgr, FL ni org yg innocent astu dye tak sedar pun yg ML yg psycho suka diorang. Astu si ML pulak halucinate mcm2 like FL dgn dia ni couple or etc.
          
          Tapi idea aku.. aku terfikir nak buat FL ni yg mmg sengaja bagi feeling kat ML, meanwhile ML.. lelaki yang really hv no idea ttg FL mainkan perasaan dia.  So ML ni cam urgee sangat nak tahu FL ni suka dia ka tidak. (Eh fhm ke tak? Idea ni mcm ssh sgt otak aku nak explain *emoji tengkorak*).. dia mcm nak paksa je FL bagitahu feeling dia, tapi dia xleh buat bnda tu sbb syg. 
          
          Just like my reality, aku rasa cam nak culik je dia astu ikat dia.. torture dia, suruh dia bagitahu kebenaran ttg perasaan dia. So kalau dia cakap dia tak suka kita, kita bunuhlah dia *emoji tengkorak* kalau ya, kita cakap "okeyhh, itu ja yg aku nk dgr selama ni.. kau boleh balik now. And yea, aku pun suka kau"

Byungderland

Terpaling turn off kan kalau ada this one man giving a "mixed signal". Like on this one fine day, dia layan kita and makes we think he's nice toward us (*skull emoji*) well its actually not our fault  when we fall for him.. SBB DIA YANG MULAKAN DULU. tapi part yg paling tak best, dia macam hari ni lain, esok lain, minggu ni macam ni.. bulan depan, macam tu.
          
          Dia now nampak mcm kita pulak yg begging for their attention. Rasanya mmg buat kita cam nak gantung diri ja sbb we now trapped on this feeling. The never-ending anxious.. never-ending overthinking.. never-ending of EVERYTHINGG, YEA EVERYTHING.
          
          Today I was mad, esok lusa baik lagi. Then mad again, then pulih lagi. Its tiring.. but i cant do anything cuz it is how it was. Im trying to forget everything. But then those feeling comes.. again and again. Bak kata charlie puth, dye buat perasaan kita jdi macam lightswitch.