Celesteisseggsy

Hey checking in ! I hope you're feeling better than you were last month 

BWAHHAHAH all of my friends. All of them. https://www.tiktok.com/t/ZPRwJ17PR/

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          I am fucking done with friendship. I will not be your clown anymore and smile and laugh and feed you punchlines. I am fucking done. You want to ignore me for weeks on end, go a fucking head. Just don’t expect me to be here when you finally decide to remember me again. I am done. Nope. I will not reach out before you. I have been the initiator for EVERYTHING for too long. Like my whole life. I’m done.

Here for a rant.
          
          
          
          Duuuuuude. Why the fuck…ughhhh…I just feel like all of my friends have forgotten about me and if I wasn’t to take initiative in hanging out with them it just wouldn’t fucking happened and on top of that I have this one friend that frustrates me beyond belief because I feel like in my head she doesn’t want to be my friend anymore and is incredibly self centered with mega tunnel vision for her own personal needs and just doesn’t have the balls to say it. She’s just letting everything fizzle out. And it sucks. Because even if somebody treats you like shit…you still crave their laughter and want to feel appreciated and cared for and miss spending time with them. I fucking hate her. And I also miss her. Feelings are weird…really weird. I guess this is a part of being human. And I don’t want to like tell anyone else how I feel about her because I feel like they won’t be able to see my perspective and will just side with her and tell her shit, I don’t know, I don’t know, I don’t know. Ughhhhhhgduejdhxhdb. So frustrating…but I don’t know I guess I just have to invest in my own hobbies, hope I can try to make some friends in college and and try to move on but Jeez it’s hard walking away from a friendship graveyard.

omgggg are you excited for the maXXXine movie? The trailer just came out today and I can’t stop thinking about chance!

Also…I’ve been reading hella of your guys’s sour boy comments and *sigh* it’s made me feel all warm and fuzzy remembering writing it…alright dang it, you’ve twisted my nostalgia arm. I will write another chapter for sweet! Not this week because your girl has an English essay due on Friday but next week…I will go back to my depths of a writing cave and emerge with your precious…please keep in mind…I may have lost the plot just from how long it’s been since I’ve written BAHHAHA but I think it will be fun to find it again!

Hello guys! I have been on a little break I suppose but…it’s because I’m working on something new! I, Celeste, am in the process of writing an actual book! I’ve loved writing fanfiction all of these years. It’s given me a chance to be creative and taught me how to write in a way. I hope all of you hang on for this wild ride. I will tell y’all that it takes place in the 1970s…love you all!!!

i miss u :((

pleaseeee continue the sour series im begging 

Do you publish on Neobook ?