Caeliwrites

There's a lot about me that I want to share, that I can't. There's a lot that can happen in the blink of an eye. You win some, you lose some. In my life right now, that's just about the truest statement I've ever heard. I'm struggling and right now about the only thing that helps me is horses. The ones I get to see don't get the proper care they need, so it's kinda sad. If you want to get to know the person I am, read my story, Was It Fate Or Destiny, the main character, Carmyn, I've based off my interests and the person I am and want to be. Her relationship with her Dad is something I'll never have, but it's something that I should have been able to have. I haven't had a reliable dad like her is, and that's something I wish I'd had. But you can't force something like that. 

I use my writing as an escape out of my mind. It's a passion I have but it's also a therapy. I'm not the best writer, nor do I care. I write because it helps me escape things that I can't share. Nobody knows how much stuff I want to share, but can't expose to the public.  I will one day, but that day is still a little ways away.  

I'm just a teenager, I am and have gone through a lot of teenage things. It's life, apparently that's how it works. I want a lot of things in life, love, a happy career, kids, animals, lots of those! But that seems so out of reach right now. Will it forever? I don't know. I've lost the only thing I had that was good, whether he knew it or not. Just a friend we're talking about here, he had his own stuff that he needed to deal with, he's older and I would never date him, but he was my bestfriend and about the only thing that kept me going. He's not here anymore. He's alive, don't worry about that, I mean he isn't around anymore. Those guy bestfriends don't know their places in their friends hearts, especially the friends that are girls. They just don't get it sometimes and that's okay. 

Enjoy my stories! I had so much fun writing them!!!