CaffeineAndCows

Hi guys so I’ve had a few ppl ask me to put my books back on. I’m working on it promise. I’m editing and changing some stuff. I will probably try to put the original back up and then publish an edited version as well :)

CaffeineAndCows

Hello everyone just wanted to see how everyone is? I hope everyone is safe and doing well. Especially during these times. Online school, or school in general can be quite stressful, and especially since interacting is no longer the same. Mental health is more important than ever and I hope everyone is at least trying to take care of theirs. I know it’s hard, I skipped my classes this week and stayed in bed all week. I’m not proud of my productivity but I also knew I needed it. All I’m  saying is be kind to yourself and others. 
          
          I hope everyone has a great day :)

CaffeineAndCows

Hi everyone. I'm back! 
          My life has been a disaster these past few months. I've been working full time, got my heart broken again (Aka Emma was played by another guy). I just started school again and I'm drowning in work. So the moral of the story is I had no interest in writing ever again. I didn't plan on making NYTK into something better and potentially something I could publish. 
          
          Well long story short, I realized I wanted better things. I left behind the toxic people of 2020, went on a long New Years hike and screamed away my problems at the top of what at the time felt like the top of the world. I am entering 2021 with new intensions of bettering myself for myself. I stopped chasing people that clearly didn't care if they lost me. I started complimenting myself and reviewing the positives in my life.
          
          I was reflecting on what was important to me, and things that made me happy and whole as a person. Writing being one of them. 
          
          I prioritize what is important to me, and try to remain kind to myself when things fall apart or don't go as intended. 
          
          Stress and many different mental health issues continue to be a struggle but my desire to be better is stronger. Self love is always a struggle but choosing to remove the negativity (People, or inner thoughts) and replace it with positivity has helped me realize a lot. 
          
          I want to stat living my life for myself and achieving my goals. I get lost in my thoughts all too often and I find myself drifting in and out of reality a lot, but for the first time in a long time reality and my inner thoughts are ones of peace. 
          
          I chose to get lost in the mountains to find myself and deeper meanings of where I want to be in life. I am still unsure and lost, but for once I am okay with being lost, I trust the journey rather than the destination. 
          
          My point is let's make this a year of reaching goals, finding the love for our selves we lack, and removing people who no longer wish to be part of the journey.

-starcounting

i'm so proud of you and so glad you're here with me <3
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CaffeineAndCows

Writing is what I truly want to continue doing and be part of my journey. 
            
            I hope this year we can all find peace within ourselves. This isn't to say we are not allowed to have bad days, I have my fair share. however it's time we start having good days, where we feel on top of the world. where we reflect on the positives. 
            
            I want that for not only myself but all of us.
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