Pett

WIP!

Just a bit moreee!!! Graduating soon now, so lemme just….. just take a shorr break!! Imma finished my academic paper and then I’ll get back to writing 

So I’m just gonna do a short re-branding. I hope it wont be surprise. It has been a lot of years since I stopped writing, and idk maybe a spark inside me ignited once again? So yeah, I’m trying to make a new novel for now, and for the rest of my “unfinished novel” I’ll just put them on hold for a moment since I’m still scared to look at them let alone read. I’m scared if I see some cringe line or whatever it is. I’m grateful to my past self, but I’m still not ready 

Im planning to write a short story, 1k words each chapter, upto 20. Yall think I’ll slay this or flop? Im just testing whether I can come up with a nice flowing plot with an ending lol since it’s been like 6 months I haven’t written

Hi, sorry to disturb. I'm just learning to write stories. please help read and comment 
          
          
          https://www.wattpad.com/story/307959778
          
          

The manuscript was getting worn out
          As time passes by, cobwebs starts to show up
          In the notes where all plot came
          The author seemed to have forgotten his scheme
          
          Lots of pinned notes
          This manuscript longed to be edited
          Oh poor creature, the writer is a poor thing too
          Fuck this shit I don't know what I'm doing
          Grieving for the loss of my art
          Or just making fun of my own misery?
          
          Voices that came from ur head were heard
          Did it feel good?
          Did it feel amazing prioritizing ur delirious mind
          Intoxicated with fantasy, oh dear, I'm pathetic.
          
          Air blows as dust follows
          This manuscript will remain in the depths
          
          Shittttt I'm too tired, I seriously don't know anymore. i wanna publish some chapters but editing the manuscripts takes too much time and is boring. Idk

How do you do you're cover for the novel because mind I don't know how so I make my own please tell me

As time passed by, I realized that I slowly ran out of ideas and energy to move my hand again. Whether to write using a pen or by the keyboard. It's getting boring to me. Perhaps because I lost the motivation in real life too. My 8th grade syndrome vanished and so does the spark and imaginations my mind made. 
          
          Now, real life stories often come up to me like
          “how am I gonna survive this and that?” 
          “why is everything so hard?” 
          “Why can't I do that?” 
          “I’m smart but my english skills were just too dull and cumbersome.”
          
          Everything just felt exhausting. Lately, I've been trying to read a lot of books. Not to read the story but to enlighten and improve my writing skills and grammar. But, in the end, I just couldn't. Reading these old novels was tiring. I couldn't understand every paragraph since it's all written in an old writing style like those 90’s romance novels. Idk anymore. There was no comprehension.
          
          ..... But I do want to write my stories. But after reading my drafts, I just realized that it's all very boring. It was disappointing to read my work. It was so bad that I mostly rely on AI to paraphrase my drafts to make it better or longer. I felt guilty doing that. I dunno anymore.
          
          My fictious imagination seemed to be disappearing as I stepped farther in this harsh reality. I wanted to write. I wanted to have my story an ending. Or maybe I really have no talent in writing? Beats me, I hope that spirit I had in those past years will come back. That motivation, that spark, that imagination, ......everything.
          
          Lord, please help me get back my to my writing.
          

On hiatus. I didn't expect senior high to be this rough =( will come back after some time.

Rewriting! Added a new BLURB and PROLOGUE! check it out y'all 
          https://www.wattpad.com/story/310632493