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I've taken some time to think on this
I've gotten more information
As a victim of abuse, I cannot write about Wilbur Soot know what he's done and how he responded.
I haven't been the most active with my stories but I can say I'll be taking a break for a while, and when I feel I can re-read what I've written in order to edit it, I will be changing the main character in my fic "I'm fine", probably to Tommy as that would change the plot the least for what I have planned so far
I have a oneshot written in Wilbur's perspective that I wrote back in 2021 or early '22 that I was very proud of, I will not be changing it or taking it down. In order to show how far I've come as a writer as well as being able to remember certain personal memories I have with that price that I do not want to lose.
I have a Wilbur and Tommy fic. I don't know what I want to do with it, I don't know how. I wasn't very active on it, I hardly work on it, but I do have ideas for it. I may replace Wilbur with an OC with similar characteristics to the perspective of him I had at the time for plot purposes.
I don't know what I will be doing with my reading lists yet.
I am disgusted with what Wilbur Soot has done and his response to the entire situation makes it almost worse.
Wilbur was my favorite MCYT and I truely idolized him and I am incredibly hurt by his actions.
But what I am feeling is nothing in comparison to Shelby's. I fully support Her and I hope she heals from her experience, what Wilbur did to her was vile.
I genuinely wonder what the fuck goes on inside his head to think his actions were okay.