hi cherry, my loveliest and most favorite author, i know you are going through something, something not good, i know it is hard and difficult for you, but, please do not give up? it is fine, it will pass, your loving readers are not going anywhere, they are here, waiting for you, and they will stay! try, my love, try to defy whatever is weighing on your mental health, whatever is weighing on your mental strength, i know you can, i believe you can, believe in yourself, there is god, and he will not ignore your hardship, he will not ignore how hard you are trying, he loves you, believe in him.
we love you, please take care of yourself, please give yourself the love that you deserve, stay safe and healthy, please<3