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I've had my friends ignore me very often and just read like the typical girl I was.
Before then, a boy named trey came in my life saying that he was willing to be my friend, surprised by his action we became friend's quickly talking about our interest, he ignored me for three day's and I was already missing him,He soon invited me over to his house talking about how his sister, Abby had diagnosed with a serious mental illness called autism.I felt bad for him while we were in his room we just had the typical scene's in the movie's how the girl had to cheer him up, he was popular, he had friends unlike me.When he straight up became more and more clingy to me I accepted him and didn't mind the clinginess even if he followed me home and asked me to go with him in so many places, even when I was busy.We had our first kiss by a parking lot when it rained, I was just sad on that day since my Older brother had died from cancer. Little did we know we became in a relationship for three year's non-stop talking to each other, we had disagreement's but we usually made up a day after.Soon we hit 8th grade he started smoking and becoming a ''bad boy'' I tried to change him but he just grew anger on me. I went to his house and saw a girl who looked way prettier than me, I became ashamed and embarrassed to ask who she was and felt afraid to enter the house till he looked at me confused from the kitchen. I came inside and just knew I was stupid to trust him, after all, he had a criminal record for physically hurting a girl He told me he met the girl online, I nodded showing I respected his choice of meeting other women. One day when a boy Flirted with me and attempted to kiss me as I shifted away slowly, My boyfriend had attempted to cause a fight with him, he had a father from the militia so of course my good friend, colin had defended himself quickly but my boyfriend had a knife and threaten him I was too afraid to do anything so I stood there as a coward.