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I've decided to quit Wattpad. I know I've done this like maybe 2 times (ToT) But I think it's for the best.
          
          I used to enjoy WP a lot, but now since I don't really have the time to actually interact with people and create friendships, write and get feedback, and read other peoples' stories, WP for me has lost its charm.
          
          I love every single one of you guys that made me feel welcome or interacted with me, and thank you all so much for your support. <3
          
          Bye, love you, Assalaamu Alaikum.

Hey everybody! I'm moving rn so I'm really busy, sorry. I'm also sick and might've caught strep throat from my little sister -
          
          Anyway, my fanfic "Obsessed: To Keep A Secret" is going to have an update soon, Insha'allah (If God Wills) . I've already written it down, I just need to type up the whole chapter. I've started doing that, but since we're moving I haven't been able to get on my laptop too much.
          
          Also.... WE'RE GETTING A KITTEN! (Yay!) It's black with faint patches of brown fur, and my older sister and I have always wanted a black cat. (My little sister is indifferent -)
          
          My cousins came to help us with the move and stuff, and in between we watched a horror movie and lots of Star Wars. We rewatched Rogue One and that movie was AWESOME. SPOILER: I'm so mad that Cassian dies! My sisters and I just finished watching the show about him, "Andor", and after watching that we really love Cassian, so him dying was...WHY? He's honestly my fav side character from Star Wars.
          
          But one of my cousins and I had a really good time - we both like Percy Jackson and Star Wars, both of which he's trying to finish watching. (He doesn't really read-)
          
          How are all of you guys doing, btw? Anything cool happening - any plans for the summer? (I might not answer until a few weeks later so, sorry about that.)
          
          Do any of you guys watch Star Wars btw?

(Continuing the last announcement. Btw I'm a little all over the place while typing this up so it's not going to be super organized or anything.)
          
          When I'm talking to someone and they're thinking of a word, instead of waiting I always try to suggest words because I don't have the patience to wait for them to finish thinking. Or if I'm in a conversation I always get restless when I don't see the point in it and when I'm with my parents usually, I come off as disrespectful.
          
          I remember this one time my teacher told me to go get something, and I was listening, or trying to listen and only "heard" one word and brought her the wrong thing. Then I asked for the second time, and I had no idea what she said. It was like she was moving her lips but i couldn't hear or even remember seeing her speaking, even though I knew she was.
          
          But stuff like this happens to me daily and I don't know why. Things that are supposed to take 5 minutes take me 15, simple things i should remember like where I ALWAYS put my watercolor set slip my mind and I end up scouring my whole bedroom just to find it. I always get distracted easily for simple things like eating.
          
          Seriously. Eating. Eating is a chore for me because I can't focus and I end up taking an hour or more to just eat dinner. I mostly don't finish my lunch because of that same reason, and I just give up trying.
          
          Going to sleep takes forever - I'm tired and I WANT to sleep but my mind keeps racing and thinking of different things no matter how much I try to tune everything out.
          
          I've tried talking to my parents about me possibly having ADHD - I set my reasons out and told them why I thought I could have it. But my parents just chalked it up to me being lazy. I was just using "this" as an excuse to not try hard enough. They falsely pointed out that all people with ADHD were hyperactive and I wasn't.
          
          I don't even know what to do anymore or if I actually have ADHD but uh, yeah.
          
          Just needed to get all that out.

Hey everybody. School ended for me about two days ago, and summer's started - I should be excited but we're in the process of moving, so most of my summer is going to be spent doing all that grunt work. Definitely not looking forward to it.
          
          Anyway, since school's over, I've had some time to reflect, and I realized that recently getting through these past school year's has been a struggle.
          
          I mean, not just in the normal way, but it's made me realize that there's a chance I could have ADHD...? This may seem absurd because I'm the student who usually gets A's but school has been tough.
          
          In class I find myself daydreaming constantly which is somewhat normal, and I often lose track of what we're doing in class unless it's something that really, really interests me. But the problem starts when I'm doing schoolwork. Doing simple assignments like writing just one-page of an essay takes almost 3 hours even though my friends finish a page in 10, 15 at most. Other assignments take forever for me to start and finish. Most of the time I do the assignment the day it's due.
          
          My retention is horrible. I can't remember a single formula and completely forget how to solve it within a day. Remembering the rules are out of the question. My memory is terrible, too. I can't even remember my friends' birthdays whom I've been with ever since I was 5. I can't remember where I put the pencil I used 5 MINUTES ago, and I literally use and lose 2 pencils on average every day.
          
          I'm told to do a chore - and I tell myself: "Alright, I'm going to go do it right now" and literally five seconds later I seriously CANNOT remember what I was supposed to do. Or if I'm told to do multiple tasks, I'll repeatedly ask to be reminded what they were because I keep on forgetting them.
          
          I often skip sentences in books because I feel that they're unneeded and take too much effort to read - and yet when I'm writing I feel the need to add extra details or give unnecessary context to make sure it isn't unrealistic.

Assalamu alaikum Zariya, how are you doing?

PJO fan! 
          You are now being followed by me.

Stop calling it an "Israel-Hamas War", because it's not. It's an Israel-Palestine War and a freaking genocide. How many "MISTAKES" can Netanyahoo make? He's clearly targeting Palestine and some people are just blinded by biased news outlets. Anything Pro-Palestine stays on News Headlines for a day while Israeli propaganda makes headlines for days or even weeks.
          
          Some of the people in Israel don't even agree with this war. The majority of America is Pro-Palestinian. And yet, the war continues.
          
          Hospitals, schools, churches, mosques - all these places are being targeted by Israel with the guise of Hamas hiding-out in there. 
          
          Civilian casualties don't matter to Netanyahoo.
          
          Newborn babies are dying - children that had nothing to do with this war are dying. Children are starving - go search it up yourself and you'll find hundreds of videos about the people suffering in Gaza.
          
          And don't anybody dare call me anti-semitic because I have nothing against people who are Jewish - what I do have a problem with are people who support Israel even though proof that Israel is committing a genocide is right in their face.
          
          I would have no problem if the people in Israel and Palestine coexisted with each other, but if Netanyahoo is trying to violently claim land that isn't his, then yes, I do have a problem.
          
          Our silence is real. It's time to take a stand.
          
          Anything you do - even boycotting Israel-based brands - can and will help. Show your support for Palestine.
          
           #FreePalestine #Boycott Israel #StopTheGenocide

I have a final due today and I forgot about it completely until right now...and my parents are going to scream at me to go to bed.
          
          I'm so darn screwed.