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Broken but trying to hold on is the worst... 

Smile and say you're okay when you're not, just so that they feel okay about everything. Always putting their feelings before your own.

It'll break you. From the inside. You'll start just randomly getting sad and then when you're alone you'll ask yourself "Why am I even alive?"

That's just the start of it. The depression I mean. I promise you it will get worse...
But I also promise you that you can get better.

You can talk to people about it. You don't have to be alone during this fight. You don't have to talk to your family or friends about it. If you're staring at an electronic device reading this message and relating to it so hard, talk to me. I will try help. I won't judge you.

I went through the same thing and I'm still waiting to get better, but slowly it's happening. The sadness comes and goes. When the depression gets me I feel like having a meltdown. It happens when it wants to happen not when I want it to... But that time when its gone, it feels like I'm on top of the world.

I promise you, you will make it through this. I promise to be there for you every step of the way. I promise that you will be okay again. 

Just promise me one thing back. Promise me you won't self harm, promise me you won't lay in bed crying yourself to sleep, promise me you won't mutilate yourself. You're perfect in every way and don't let anyone tell you different. I love you guys!❤️

I read books to escape life when it gets too hard to handle.
"You fake a smile. Lie and say, that you're better now than ever and your life's okay. But it's not. No. You're doing all these things out of desperation. You're going through Six Degrees of Separation."
- The Script ❤️