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Expect a name change, pfp change, and just a huge rebrand in the following days

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Okay well since Wattpad decided to put my full explanation and analogy of why l've been gone for so long and what I plan to do in the future on its ass, I guess I'll have to double it down and make it simpler for Wattpad.
          
          I've just blatantly lost all motivation for my works, as upsetting as it is for me to admit and I'm sure some of you may feel equal disappointment, it's just what has been happening lately.
          
          I cannot keep going in a loophole of:
          1. Idea for fanfiction
          2. writing fanfiction
          3. Losing interest in hyperfixations. Updating it MONTHS apart (sometimes years)
          4. Giving up on it and promising new chapters that never come
          
          So if push comes to shove l'll most likely delete every story l've made on this account and create a new name (my user is pretty stupid atm), or the account itself. Im still on the fence with my most recent work "MSWY" because of the attention it's been receiving, but it's still something l'm unsure of what to do with.
          
          Regardless of everything, I appreciate everyone who's been with me in this rollercoaster of an account, it’s refreshing to see people still enjoying what I write, even though I myself don’t find joy in it anymore. 
           
          Will I come back? Definitely, I don’t plan on quitting writing, I just need to work on my own writing style before settling in again, my mental health and anxiety control also needs some work, but it most definitely won’t keep me from writing!

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Also, my writing styles and updating schedules will be SET. IN. FUCKING. STONE. Because I can’t keep writing on my own time, I need some sort of order, because I give myself too much leeway. So expect more solid and fluent updates in the following months or however long I can keep it up,  if I can even bring myself to set reminders.
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          I'll just be honest, I think l've lost motivation for finishing MSWY, and I keep making these excuses like school has been kicking my ass (which it has, so it's not a complete lie) it's just hard keeping up with the demand of chapters and how quickly phases of shows pass. One of the main reasons I lost motivation was because the most recent season of ST ended and it hasn't been consistent on TikTok so I figured no one cared about it anymore. I'd like to just be even more honest and say that not every story I upload on this acc will be finished, as you can tell from my previous ones, but if I ever get the motivation I'll definitely try and spew out a chapter for MSWY because the previous stories before it have a very low possibility of completion. I'm still into ST, just not as much and I sincerely apologize for my lack of clarification.
          
          There's still a chance I'll finish MSWY! But it might take awhile.
          
          I think what I might start doing is one shots for my current hyperfixations, things that are simple and don't follow a complete strand of organized details and consistent work, then I can just write short/cute stories however I feel like, instead of fitting into a mold.
          
          This may be my last announcement for awhile, but I really do appreciate everyone for being so patient with me, I SWEAR a new chapter will come soon!

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I’m a heavy people pleaser and this situation i put myself in did not help whatsoever and I honestly just stressed myself out way too much.
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A lot of this plays into my anxiety aswell, I know I promised a consistent stream of chapters on my last major announcement and that’s what I need to stop doing, making promises I can’t keep.
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When you hypertixate on a ship from one show, make a fanfic about it, then completely forget about the 2 other fan fictions you promised to finish. 
          
          I’m totally not balling rn, because I don’t wanna just delete them, but I also don’t think I have any more connection with the stories, or even have an idea on how to finish them :( I really hate hyperfixating on things sometimes

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Also I SWEAR the new chapter of MSWY will come out tomorrow, I completely forgot today and was busy helping my mother with errands, but I am about halfway through this chapter so it should come later tomorrow!
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