Crystalhearts54

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          	This is a rant/vent so if you don't want to hear my nonsense that you can leave if you want.
          	
          	
          	
          	Does anyone else feel like your just not good enough, that your paranoid on what people are saying/thinking about you or you think that people just simply hate you...well I do...so much lately and I just makes me wanna stab my heart out. I care alot about my friends and other people I just think sometimes those people wouldn't even care if I died tomorrow or something I wanna do anything to help cheer someone or brighten someone's day but when I am the one who needs to be helped it just seems like no one cares...and that hurts. I'm sorry if these sounds very selfish but I just really wanted to get my feelings out if your still reading I appreciate that you care even in the slightest bit about me it means alot to me really.
          	Thank you for reading
          	
          	
          	
          	
          	
          	
          	
          	
          	
          	
          	
          	
          	
          	
          	
          	
          	
          	
          	
          	
          	
          	
          	
          	
          	
          	
          	
          	
          	
          	
          	Im not okay.

Crystalhearts54

!!!DISCLAIMER!!!
          
          This is a rant/vent so if you don't want to hear my nonsense that you can leave if you want.
          
          
          
          Does anyone else feel like your just not good enough, that your paranoid on what people are saying/thinking about you or you think that people just simply hate you...well I do...so much lately and I just makes me wanna stab my heart out. I care alot about my friends and other people I just think sometimes those people wouldn't even care if I died tomorrow or something I wanna do anything to help cheer someone or brighten someone's day but when I am the one who needs to be helped it just seems like no one cares...and that hurts. I'm sorry if these sounds very selfish but I just really wanted to get my feelings out if your still reading I appreciate that you care even in the slightest bit about me it means alot to me really.
          Thank you for reading
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          Im not okay.