So, I'm back in school, and everything's going....okay??? I was worrying for the last few weeks of my summer break, and even having nightmares about going back to school. I was dreading it because of how much I struggled last year, but it's going alright.
Today was shocking, I had class and had to speak once in two different classes. Usually, if I had to talk in class my voice would sound shakey and you could tell I was nervous, and my anxiety would go through the roof, but today that didn't happen, I spoke just fine. My voice was normal, and there was no anxiety, I wasn't worried about speaking...it was crazy-
I've also been a bit...happier lately?? Sort of, and I've been more confident about myself and about things I'm doing and stuff....idk....new things are happening, and it's like...woah...
I also might have a crush on one of my best friends that's had a crush on me for like a year and a half????? He asked me a couple weeks ago if he had a chance with me and I just said maybe and that I don't feel like I need something like that right now, so he'd have to wait, but I don't want him waiting on me if he wants something like that. I haven't been able to stop thinking about that though...and then I randomly got flustered over his laugh when we were on the phone a couple days ago.... I don't know, weird things are happening, I don't know what's going on-
This was a random post and I'm not sure why I did this, but here we are-
