DabihawksSHIPPER101

@Riptide_reads <\3 

Hello everyone, it's been some time hasn't it?
          
          I regret to inform you all that I will be dropping this account entirely. With the deletion of my original 30 day NSFW challange writing here hasn't felt the same, I don't feel the same creative passion while writing the new version. The only reason as to why I've ever continued it, was because you all wanted it and I'm sorry I couldn't give you that. I do really hope my lack of motivation wasn't reflected in my work.
          
          Overall, I'm still in the MHA community, and I still do enjoy DabiHawks but I don't think I can see myself writing it any longer. Small experiences through my time writing here have put me off the ship, I fear. If I was to go back to writing MHA works, I doubt it'd be DabiHawks again.
          
          One example of these things that put me off could be my ex, of whom you all know as AAA. I and AAA have not been together for some time now and that's due to the emotional hoops they had made me jump through during our relationship, I had never been so stressed for the safety of someone's life before. It has left a bitter taste in my mouth when thinking about DabiHawks as that is how we had both gotten to know eachother. It's hard for me to write gut wrenching or emotional scenes with the two characters, because it reminds me of them and that moment in time. 

Another, the freinds I had during the time. During the time I was writing here, I had a very select group of online and IRL freinds. They were all pretty active in my creation of these DabiHawks fics and had also helped me plan, map out or even create some. The people I've met online and I seems to have drifted apart, and no longer contact eachother at all. Then the friend group I had IRL has pretty much crumbled to pieces. They were my drive for writing more, and I just don't feel that great of a connection any longer. I'm not blaming any of them, but when I feel like I've been abandoned or traded out for other people it makes me not want to write. 
          
          I had plenty of ideas and mocked up fics (like the ones from my RP server that has already been deleted), but I just can't bring myself to do it any more. It's not possible for me. My Wattpad Discord server will be facing deletion on the 11th of this month, and this will be me cutting all ties with this account for the foreseeable future. 
          
          But who knows, maybe some day my opinion will change and I'll return. I do tend to be indecisive.
          

Now for some questions:
          
          Will I stop writing overall?
          
          Not necessarily. While I don't have the same burning passion any more, I do still have a love for writing. However, my new works would likely revolve my new hyperfixation(s), most notible right now being 'Glisten' from 'Dandy's World'.
          
          Will I return to Wattpad?
          
          No, probably not. Even if I was to pick up writing once again, it would never be on here. The app has proved to be inadequate for my style of writing, or the kinds of audience I'm trying to reach out to. This all has a tenancy to push oh the explicit material and often leaves others to rot. I'll be honest, the only reason I wrote so much smut is because I know that's what will get me attention. Not to mention their approach at handling problems is an atrocity. 
          
          Will you reply to any reply under this?
          
          Yes and no. I will be replying up until the 11th, then I will be closing this up for the good.
          
          Goodbye
          - Aster

Back in my days, the original 30 day NSFW challenge was famous as fuck and those days were the best, i would kill for Wattpad to bring it back :']

Come get y'alls smut!
          
          Fresh with a side of au!
          
          Fresh with a side of holy fuck how did it take that long to write! 

New chapter for the 30 day NSFW challange is out! Sorry it took so long, I'm just trying to catch up on my sleep lol. I'll try to get the next chapter out as fast as ican just because I know this one (Day 2) isn't for everyone's liking.
          
          Regardless, hope ya'll have the time to check it out ^^

Hii I'm back lol 

Oh my... What is this...? SMUT? 

“As expected, it was dark, the tiny pinpricks of stars still decently visible on their stretching midnight backdrop only slightly tinted with the early glow of rich magentas. It was nearing five in the morning in the peak of Winter, it would be foolish to assume it wouldn't be dark out at this hour. Speaking of Winter… It was December. The 28th of December at that. In normal cases, this would be considered Keigo's birthday, but he doesn't really celebrate that. He never has and he never will, there is nothing to celebrate about the day he was born. Having said that, he would like to take it easy (if he could that is), as much as he'd like to think he's honed his emotions and is able to control them, things are different today. It's a sensitive day.
          
          But what a silly idea that is. Him? Staying home to relax? Hawks relaxing? Preposterous!”
          
          First chapter of the 30 day NSFW challange is dropping tmr!! Hopefully a certain flame welding villain can help makes this poor birdie's day a little better... probably despite his better judgement.
          
          [DAY 1: Cuddles (Naked)]