@DaddyTendouSupremacy
You guys are the best yk. Supporting me and stuff, I feel really comfortable here. Thankyou for reading it all and being there. !!!(no im not dying, still have to go to Japan, i just want to show my gratitude to you all kind souls
Im fucking terrified. These boys are following me home everyday, and getting closer every passing day. I hate it. Im really scared. The faces they make looking at me is disgusting. On top of that my result will be out tomorrow
@DaddyTendouSupremacy If they get really close to you punch them in the jaw. I don't really what happens but I read that it can make them unconscious for a bit so. Not really sure though.
I'm really tired. I cant do this anymore. It's too much. Too much rpessure.
It's half past two in the morning. Just having a mental breakdown. Don't mind me, just saying. I want to escape. And waltz in a forest. Or in a fictional character's embrace. God I need a comforting hug real bad. Everything is too much. My entrance exam is in 13 days. And I'm not even done with half the syllabus. Yes, I'm getting the highest grades in the coaching centre I go to. BUT APPARENLTY it's not enough for my parents. BECAUSE HOW COME DO I LOSE 1-2 marks. I'm trying okay. It's not my fault that I have never earned full marks I'm doing my best but it's not enough. it's never enough. I can't get it together. I can't handle it. One top of it, my parents just LOVEEE to compare me with my siblings and peers and keep informing me how much of a failure I am. And i will be. On top of that, I'm being called fat now. I can't stop stress eating mid of exam OKAY. AND IM NOT EVEN FAT. IT JUST A POUCH BECAUSE I HAVE A FUCKING UTERUS. Everyone is so fucking toxic. WElp- not my mum just degrading me eerysecond of my life
I smile- 'Your teeth are out, what was the use of braces all this time. you dont look good when u smile now.'
I dress to go to an occasion- 'You look really weird' *disgusted faces* 'You dont look good' WHEN I BE SLAYING THE OUTFIT 'You look fat' It's my FING UTERUS.
I look at my pictures from past few years, my mum casually, zomming in my face, on m pimples- 'Look at your pimples' Verbatim
IM DONE
@DaddyTendouSupremacy it's ok! You dont have to be perfect:)Just be yourself thats what matters!❤️
@animelover422020 I loved your advice, sweetheart. Thanks for being there for me as it means a lot to me! Luv u too!!!! Have a fantastic day!!!!
@stella_yuuki11 Technically, I guess unconsciously my mother is repeating all the things that happened to her when she first got married. It's okay yk ig. This behaviousr is not acceptable tho lol. Sorry for the spelling error as my hands are literally shaking lol
Hello @DaddyTendouSupremacy! I’m sorry to bother you but as you maybe noticed wattpad wants to delete the privat messages. Here is a link for a petition to stop it. withhttps://chng.it/6Bx9sRTWnT Pls sign up and share it, every single one counts!!
GUESS WHOSE HIGH SCHOOL IS OVER NOW(Unofficially)
@TendouBaum Well, I'm looking for college now, that's what i mean. I haven't got my migration certificate yet, result will be out soon. I can say that i'm unofficialy sone with school life now. That's what i mean
Do you ever just wanna write toe curling smut but logging into wattpad is too big of a process so you lose your motivation?????
My work, Knotted, is published on AO3 too, with some changes. You can check it out if you want! It's the same user ID as this one, - DaddyTendouSupremacy
https://archiveofourown.org/works/54311917
*comes in* hey, i don’t wanna bother, i just wanted to say something. You are…
…wonderful
…special
…enchanting
…perfect
…strong
…bright
Aaand that’s it ^^ *goes away quiet*
Send it to as many ppl as u want❤️
WAR IS OVER(NOT YET)
