@Darkhyacinth123
If I do leave this account, I'm planning on making another one and I'll tell y'all about the name of the new account here once I decide on doing it. I just don't feel like writing rn but I have an idea on what I'll write. It's either an original or a fanfic though ooop. Hope y'all doing alright!
Goddammit y'all! Stop replying that you'll miss me. You're all making me indecisive with leaving!
@Darkhyacinth123 No need to be indecisive about it, just follow what your heart and guts tells you to do. :3
I MISS YOU A LOT!!!!!!!
If you're gonna abandon this acc, REMEMBER ME!! TOOTHPASTE !!(◍•ᴗ•◍)
Totally respect your every decision (っ˘з(˘⌣˘ )
I'll miss you, I LOVE YOU AND YOUR STORIES A LOT!
AND YES IM STILL ALIVE(´∩｡• ᵕ •｡∩`)
Love, Toothpaste/Ashe
(~￣³￣)~
@aSh_In_ I love reading comments from my readers, of course I don't mind lol. Ur welcome dear.
I feel like leaving this account and starting a new one. Ughhh! The goddamn embarassment and ugly writing in this acc is humiliating me. Also cuz I don't feel like finishing the stories from here hehe. Sad life...
@Darkhyacinth123 I literally just saw this 2 days after- But(｡•́︿•̀｡).. It's fun reading your stories ( ◜‿◝ )♡
@Darkhyacinth123 That is really sad. We understand, there's nothing we, the readers, and you can do about it. If that is what your heart truly wants then just go with it! No point in forcing yourself in creating the stories you no longer have passion in. It's better to use that ideas of yours in other types of stories than to waste time circling around the same idea but not being able to convey it properly. I wish you the best and all the prosperity there is in the world, and I hope that the next story you create will have the same prosperity or more as it did with your stories here. Stay healthy and stay safe as always dear author, and thank you for the stories you created. Some were short, others were a bit of a cliffhanger, but nonetheless it was fun reading all of it.
Are you a sasuhina fan???
@meowmiyo lol, eyyy well... Not anymore actually. It hurts to not know they're not endgame and I've shipped them ever since I was 6 so with that being said, I stopped shipping them hehe. I'm into yaoi right now and I don't feel like writing much as before. Still have lots of drafts though hehe
Help me! I dunno what to do with life and I'm procrastinating so much. I've got lots of stories in my drafts and I can't seem to publish any without making sure they're decent enough to turn in. My life is such a mess huhu. Anyways hope y'all having a great day!
@Darkhyacinth123 it's %@Anonymous@%, though I'm not gonna comment here what my id no. is because of the abundance in account hacking in mlbb right now and I don't really want to expose my account even more so yeah. Carry me to mythic :)))
@flgntstrl I really love how y'all are still using the lemon thingy and yeah! I hope I can feel contentment in my writing. More of dem lemons to squeeze then!
Bruv to think that peeps are still commenting on my books is low-key insane. I'm quite dead here now and I'm high-key planning on making a new acc lol. Anyways, I feel like I don't wanna stay in this account anymore, I'll probably make a new one if I have some time but... Who knows? Maybe I'll stay? Low probability tho. (3 people just unfollowed me and I'm hurt... ●︿●)
@Darkhyacinth123 huh... never expected you to actually remember me tbh xD. Well anyway, hope you find that motivation of yours again to write some wholesome stuffs again. Also yeah, hope we can catch up with each other again.
@Adrianisnice22 lol, would love that but I can't promise that I'll be writing MLBB stories again cuz I've currently lost motivation on writing them. If anything, I might get back to writing about the game but it won't be the same, it'll probably be far from being h*cough* hetero *cough*. Anyways, let's catch up if we both have time lol, I still remember you of course. How can I forget? Thanks for always supporting we BTW~
@Darkhyacinth123 Would you be amazed if I say that I am also still waiting for updates for like about the lat we catch up with each other? :3 You prob don't remember me though because of how long it has been since we last talked and because of my new acc profile. Let me know when you start writing new stories again tho. I enjoy reading the type of stories you make, like a lot. Sincerely Yours Adrian san
Felt like years since I haven't updated. I have no motivation on Save me as of now and I'm really hooked on this manhwa "Killing Stalking". Plz its wonderful and I'm planning to make my own version of it. Not sure tho, procrastination is humanity's greatest threat afterall lol
Anyways, lovelots to y'all my precious lemondrops! ♥(･´з`･)♥
@Darkhyacinth123 true, when haru was holding the gun then his trauma completely took over him, I was like "bitch didn't save his man!"
@aSh_In_ literally me. I was like "bitch don't you fcking dare, that's Haru's place!" Wahahahahha! dayuuum, episode 9 be hitting different rn tho TT
@Darkhyacinth123 yeah, i love me a sugar daddy hahahah, and when Suzue top him I- I JUST JUST! AHHHHH!!!!
Aren't you tired?
You're leaving your readers on cliffhangers yet you never move to keep them updated.
Did you lose motivation?
Inspiration?
Or are you just feeling so forced to do it but you still can't seem to find a good reason to write.
After all this chaos ends, you'll move somewhere else with the people you hold dear(?) and stay there without anyone accusing them.
Or maybe they'll make it more unbearable.
You're too scared to draw blood on your wrist which is good.
You're doubting something?
I know what you feel. Afterall, we're just the same.
I'm pretty sure you're craving for someone to help you hurt yourself and not let them keep responsibility of it.
Good plot? I know.
Just keep on being positive.
You still have a dream of becoming a famous author.
Stop being overdramatic.
Your notes aren't enough to put out all your worries in, huh?
You know, people would label you as an attention seeker if you write it here right?
I see, it soothes you to atleast shout this to a few people who will notice.
I understand.
But you shouldn't keep it like this forever.
Remember, a princess doesn't cry.
I know you keep telling that to yourself.
I'm glad you're trying to be strong.
Also...
Keep On Loving Yourself
It's the best medicine if you're upset.
I know you have your doubts but look at the bright side
It's all gonna be fine
Okay?
I'm always here for you.
You're free to retreat back to my embrace if you're sad.
So please, angel... Dear?
Stop crying...
@nochu_carrot tf, did you just scrolled through my posts? Bruhhh... whatcha freaking doin???
Hi self, lovely day for procrastinating and contemplating life choices, right?
I wonder until when you'll stay here. I hope you'll have those issues done for or atleast end it yourself.
How do you think would it feel to hurt yourself? If you ever think of hanging, make sure to hide all the knives from mom just in case if she thinks of killing herself right after. It's for your siblings' future afterall. Put a note in ur fist too.
Why are you even writing this? Are you insane? Is your head that full?
Someone very close to you is being accused of being a monster.
Someone very close to you is risking their lives for poeple who don't even care if he's dead or alive.
Someone very close to you is slowly dying.
Someone very close to you is making your life worse but you're too empathetic to even fight back and show them that your hurt.
Someone very close to you is too addicted to something that might end up killing them.
Someone very close to you who is too innocent is also accused of being a monster.
Someone very very close to you is too sensitive and too fragile yet still so resilient amongst everything she's felt as of now.