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I'm not sure if it was recommendation algorithms or just a cruel joke in play when the "The friend that secretly hates you" video showed up on YouTube shorts, but I sure felt it. Funnily enough, you take away everyone who's ever used "brutal honesty" as an excuse for just plain mean behavior, and everyone who's helped you in the pursuit of something in exchange (however innocent they're going to act like it was), and everyone who's stepped over boundaries thinking they were invisible lines, and everyone who's ever competed with you when you've chosen not to, and everyone who's pulled you aside to make sure you went lengths for them in return of, well, nothing... Yeah, you take everyone like that away and the last 8 years just feel kinda lonely, but crowded. Noise. It's all just noise.
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