*My thoughts*
I'm truly losing my meaning in life, or what I thought it was because why would my life be so inevitable to pain what god is there. I don't know how it was possible to feel this horrible before I've been threw so much but this hurts the most but I say this now...things will most likely get worse knowing how this cruel hell works. It's true what people think of me I am a horrible person I agree fully on that statement, they call me emo so what if I am and you're going to make fun of that. People are significantly retarded sometimes where I can't handle it, that's the reason why I've tried to help other people that feel lower than they should and I don't want them to feel low as I am, I try my best to help but in the process I get hurt...
