A poem to my crush from 2017 ( it is honestly embarrassing how I can not get over him. Get a life dini)
Guess I'm yet to be over you by Dini Kal
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I can't help but to blame it on you
You, of whom I do not know
Anything at all if I were to think about it
Nothing at all I'm being honest about it..
It is so silly the way that I'm attached
Even though physically we are more than detached
You are far away and I don't even know where
Sometimes I pretend that I don't even care.
In all honesty I do not care
To claim I was lame I do not dare.
It is so silly how much I deny
Because yours is a memory on which I rely.
Insane to think how many years have passed
YEARS! not days or weeks or months.
It is insane how much I am still stuck
In a memory that is vague and for a chance out of luck.
I want to blame it all on you
You kinda give me freedom to be this rude
Doesn't paint a good picture but this is what I do
The more I run away, the more I'm attached to you.