Dont_want_2_B_here

Hello Mr. Stark :)

My favorite colour is red! I love to draw red roses with markers on my arms, but as soon as I knew it those markers became blades of sliver with metal handles.. I can't keep going like this.. sooner or later I'm going to have a breakdown and do something irrational.. I just don't know how much more it's going to take before I snap.. but I know it's soon.. please.. please someone help me.. somebody help me find who I really am.. I don't wanna get help because without my mental illness I don't know who I am.. I'm so scared.. I don't wanna go to a mental hospital but I fear that I will have to.. please help me.. can anyone help me.. please..

I miss tony

...Eventually the morbid game of 'Pretend you're alright' got tiring. After a dance of depression came the suicidal recital, And the only thing between martyrdom and suicide is the press coverage...

:)

Omg i hate commenting on stories because i feel like im blowing up peoples phones with notifications! Im sorry!! I just feel the need to say whats on my mind.