DumbassWhoWroteat3AM
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MR5Ep0EmAMw LISTEN TO THIS Y'ALL
DumbassWhoWroteat3AM
DumbassWhoWroteat3AM
Agora Hills by Doja Cat owns me. Also I got a tattoo
DumbassWhoWroteat3AM
Maybe I just really like Doja's. falsetto / girly voice. I want her range. I have normal, normal but bad, and obviously faking chest voice. Vocal dysphoria is a biiich
DumbassWhoWroteat3AM
It's like my comphet except real. Maybe that's just how straight people are. "Who's that man with the big strong hands on her ass at the club with the paps baby that's you" I NEED A MAN LIKE THAT. This song makes me understand attraction to men
DumbassWhoWroteat3AM
Y'all remember in dirt lifter how Jason gets asked out but like "it's not a date you guys he never said it was a date"
Soooo guess who's going to prom with their crush and feels very nervous and unsure about it for the exact same reasons?
DumbassWhoWroteat3AM
It's shitty. I hate it. I have written about her countless times and yet I cannot say any of this out loud. It's young obsessive love. I am literally leaving the continent in a month. We both got ISSUES! And yet. And yet. And yet.
Brain now similar to stupid dumb and soft puppy who wants cuddles from his crush. Someone come over and euthanize me.
DumbassWhoWroteat3AM
and its. fine. I should get over it, I need to get over it, but the issue is I need to interact with them for the time being. I have only gotten over people through limited contact (accidentally tbh) and we remain friends afterwards but still.
I have to keep seeing them because we are in a band and are performing at prom. Where we are going as dates but totally platonically. When did my life turn into a flipping High School Band AU??? ALSO WE'RE GONNA PERFORM FROM THE START BY LAUFY AS A DUET (without the bassist) AND I'M DOING VOCALS. DRAMATIC IRONY OF THE UNIVERSE, STOP LAUGHING AT ME.
DumbassWhoWroteat3AM
Why do I predict my own suffering... we're gonna pregame at her house and maybe run for prom queen and king AS A JOKE HAHAH AH ISNT THAT FUNNY PROM IS STUPID. It's stupid. eurghdjgfjksgdjhd what do you want me to do god
DumbassWhoWroteat3AM
Best part of exam season is that I am rewriting my taste in music as we speak (which was well needed). The worst part is exams and I am sick and unwell and not healthy and everything is terrible. I'm almost done tho.
DumbassWhoWroteat3AM
@Wattpad if you got rid of DMs, why not get rid of the inbox feature altogether? You can keep sending us notifs (like you have been) instead. Otherwise you're cluttering the website with pointless features
DumbassWhoWroteat3AM
I don't have a google calendar or anything for scheduling. I have one pinned document in my notes app titled "Homework" with my plans written out on it, because I will open my notes app every day (whether for school, fic writing, or fic reading). It isn't even just for homework anymore it just has everything, along with 300 links pasted above and below dates in case I need then (recently cleared them out into a diff pinned note).
Am I insane or do you guys do this
DumbassWhoWroteat3AM
this message may be offensive
The fic that was suffering from "he would not fucking say that" has been cured. Unfortunately it has contracted a new illness called "They would say this but it is off topic" Unfortunately my current feelings are rubbing off on characters.
(Won't be on wattpad for a week, if I don't respond to u that is why)
FeelingxP1nk
Remember when you said Hunter was a closet case.
I had dream where Eliza's dad and Hunter kissed.
Killing myself and it's your fault/j
FeelingxP1nk
@DumbassWhoWroteat3AM Update: I'm drawing Mr.Pendragon with bleeding lips that may or may not have been Hunter's fault
FeelingxP1nk
@DumbassWhoWroteat3AM "Hunter said I'm a cute stupid bastard. I'm cute?" -Eliza's dad after kissing Hunter roughy toughy style and his lips are bleeding.
DumbassWhoWroteat3AM
@FeelingxP1nk as a straight man myself, I would never kill my wife. What do you need to have her dead for, so you can kiss other men without her knowing?
DumbassWhoWroteat3AM
this message may be offensive
Physically incapable of getting shit done. Also physically capable but mentally and morally stopping myself from pinning (name redacted) against a wall and biting their neck like a vampire.
TIME TO SPEAK SPANISH IN MY ROOM ALONE FOR HALF AN HOUR BABY
DumbassWhoWroteat3AM
@_Kitty_Kat_Central_ It so sucks. I have a long list of reasons why I should not pursue a relationship with this person (one of which is "They have a girlfriend") and logically I do not want a romantic relationship with them. But goddamn my subconscious (and conscious) really want me to just. Go at it. Like damn bud I get that we're down bad but I can't do anything about it! Leave me alone! I got things to do!
_Kitty_Kat_Central_
@DumbassWhoWroteat3AM fr too relatable ToT I literally just had a dream abt my crush
DumbassWhoWroteat3AM
this message may be offensive
Three quotes.
“It’s fucked up, you know? They all tell you to make connections in secondary school and university, so you can get a job. It’s not really about connections, it’s about sucking people off. You have to keep sucking those high-up bastards off so you’ll be in their good graces, and once you stop, they kick you straight to the curb.” - Marcus Williamson
“I know what you are. You think you’re better than every person at this school, with your fucking scholarship and your fucking grades and you don’t talk to anyone not worth your time because you’re a pretentious twat. Be what you are, but I am not going to stick around to fucking see it.” - Regina Zhou
"When I first walked into this school, everyone was just… staring at me. They didn’t even try to talk to me. I just went to that party and I felt like such an outsider. Even now when we talk and work in class and we’re on the same level, I can feel that disconnect." - Mason Foster