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Sorry I haven't updated call of the wolf in a while I got hit with writers block and I've been feeling a bit sick which isn't helping the writers block I hope I feel better after I get some blood in my system I'm at a 7 probably a bit lower now my doc didn't order my transfusion idk why but I'm assuming it's from my iron levels being high (just got my medication back for that so I should be able to get my blood soon! Massive headaches going on some dizziness and been sleeping a ton .... I can't even brainstorm ideas rn because my head hurts so much. I had a request to put my twilight/originals story Davina Claire swan back up I completely deleted it I thought I just unpublished it but no I deleted it so now I gotta go in and rewrite it start fresh so I'll brainstorm that as well but again I can't do that with this headache. I know this sounds like excuses I promise I'm not trying to I don't really have much of a life I dropped out of school don't have a job due to some disabilities but I am studying for my GED so there's that and I'm in and out of the hospital and to be completely honest having a blood count of 7 and below feels like I'm dying...a normal blood count is anywhere from a 12.5 to 13.0 I've personally never been above 11.0 but even that didn't last long I don't make my own blood so please just bear with me I love you all... Also I know I sound ridiculous with pointing out that I sound like I'm making excuses I know y'all don't really care about that but I don't like feeling like I'm letting people down I was in therapy for that amongst other things for over half my life and I still can't seem to help that feeling of disappointing others.