EclipseTheDepressed

... You need eight hours of sleep to function? ... I have school in five hours-

EclipseTheDepressed

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Vent
          
          So... I don't plan for anyone to respond. If you want fill free... But does anyone even care about me? I don't except many people on this platform as... Well... Just because not a lot of people seem to respond or talk to me... And that's the same for real life. I have like two friends. I guess I had another but he was just annoying and forced the friendship. I feel like my life is just gone. I need help... I feel like I'm trapped... I use to do archery, (still do), but it's just boring. I'm now in drama just as tech. Cool I guess. And I once did badketball. First year fun! Next year... Shit. I wish I could just find someone to talk to...

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Happy New Years. If its even happy...
          
          Ngl 2023 just sucked. I wonder if 2024 will even be better... It probably won't. New year new me, my 'friends' say. Shut the fuck up. I don't need to hear your nice life.
          
          Vent
          
          So life has sucked for me. I have like two friends who don't live near me, no phone, and only a computer to talk through gmail. Partly due to my school being a bitch about what we do online. Bro. We're teens. 
          Anyway, I lost all my friends this year. But I have two that matter. And it was January 2nd 2023 when I started Wattpad. It wasn't until July 16 I started my first story. And then Wattpad started to become my 'escape'. I don't know.
          
          I'm mainly the quiet kid. Been like that forever. And I even hate myself and my body. I want to starve myself. Fuck. Try to end my life... Wow. And it will continue to 2024...
          
          Death. It's going to happen either way. But I lost two of my dogs to death. And just yesterday, my aunt gave my cat away! It wasn't really ours. It was more of her roommates. But what I think is going in her mind, 'Oh we have a German Shepard. That's enough we need'.
          She is a bitch.
          
          End of Vent
          
          And that's it. Wow. 2023 was sure excited! 2024 is going to be fucking worse...