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Happy New Years. If its even happy...
Ngl 2023 just sucked. I wonder if 2024 will even be better... It probably won't. New year new me, my 'friends' say. Shut the fuck up. I don't need to hear your nice life.
Vent
So life has sucked for me. I have like two friends who don't live near me, no phone, and only a computer to talk through gmail. Partly due to my school being a bitch about what we do online. Bro. We're teens.
Anyway, I lost all my friends this year. But I have two that matter. And it was January 2nd 2023 when I started Wattpad. It wasn't until July 16 I started my first story. And then Wattpad started to become my 'escape'. I don't know.
I'm mainly the quiet kid. Been like that forever. And I even hate myself and my body. I want to starve myself. Fuck. Try to end my life... Wow. And it will continue to 2024...
Death. It's going to happen either way. But I lost two of my dogs to death. And just yesterday, my aunt gave my cat away! It wasn't really ours. It was more of her roommates. But what I think is going in her mind, 'Oh we have a German Shepard. That's enough we need'.
She is a bitch.
End of Vent
And that's it. Wow. 2023 was sure excited! 2024 is going to be fucking worse...