#ShipSolangeloForever

So like, this is kinda important.
          Does anyone have an trans FTM friends that are already in or done transitioning?
          Im starting to get so sick of my family that I NEED to do something to get them to stop and I can't move out yet. I just need help. I dont know what to do and research isn't helping. It's just leading me to panic attacks and I am 100% willing to forgo my awful talking skills to get something done. 
          Just please, do not be afraid to talk to me if you know anyone, it would help so much with my current fucked up mental health (which I also do not talk to my family about, not after their reactions to everything that I have ever told them.)

     Hey guys, I put this up for notifs because it's kinda important. Probably not.
               I uploaded a new story called "My Identity". It is for the unlimited pride thing Wattpad is hosting and, as the title says, it is about my adventure in the LGBT+ community. 
               Now, you do not have to read it, but I just want anyone who is the community (whether you're in the closet or out) to know you can talk to me if you ever need. I'm extremely awkward and I make gods awful jokes all the time (to make people laugh bc that helps), but I will try to help as much as I can. 
               Anyway, yeah. Thanks for wasting your time reading this lol ❤

Im sure no ones gonna care, but im so happy that I have to spread this. 
          So for the past week and a half, I've been trying to get a binder (keyword: trying.) I got an (as rude as this sounds) asain sized 2XL, which got delayed then just didn't fit. Obviously, I got bummed and for the most part, I stopped going on social media in general (I do this a lot when I feel bad bc I don't like spreading it.) So, I got a refund and ordered the next size. 
          This is where it started going up. It gets to my house before I do (which is kinda bad; I am not out to grandmother who I live with), but no one touched it. I got to my door and the package is still there. I get inside and i try it on and it fits (on the lowest setting, but I am hoping to work my way up bc this is bothersome.)
           I already know binding safety, I didn't go into this blind so I'm hoping I'll be aable to get smaller (including exercising however you cannot exorcise with the binder on.)

To like the people who see this (probably the ones who know my story shit (or my old old soulmate story i took down bc ew wtf was that writing)) I sincerely apologize. Ive felt lile complete and utter shit the past few days (tho briefly fine yesterday for an hour) and ive been procrastinating everything. E v e r y t h i n g. School work, writing, even my normal fun reading. Even my college stuff which i have to get done by the 15 (gods im mad at myself for it). I am, i promise you im being honest about this, i am working on another chapter (plus two that have been in my works forever... Three? I know i wanted to do one abt the blood moon well) and so... A new book too...? I had an idea and i went with it. And ive been working on it since last year. (Haha bad joke but since like october) and i need to make the cover then u can at leaat put out two chapters! Uh...
          Anyway, yeah, thats it.
          Hope you all have been okay! 

Whats great is I'm sure most of these will be written at some ungodly hours! Do not read, its awful XD https://www.wattpad.com/story/158888192