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Tw: I am bouta spit shit exactly outta mah heart:>
Do you ever get tired of waiting for the right moment, the right person to come..
I always was scared of people leaving me, turning their backs on me. But as i grew up i realized that they were never there by heart in the first place. It was just a illusion, A perect image created by my young naive soul. I was a person who was scared of dark, scared of death but now these are fascinating for me...life teaches you lessons no educational institution could ever teach. Life taught me how to fake a smile. But sometimes I get tired of it, I don't like how I have to fake a smile towards the people who hurt me both mentally and emotionally, I don't like how I have to fake a laugh every single time someone makes fun of me. Its sickening how nobody is perfect yet looks for faults n flaws in other people.
Fuck the society