O it’s okay. We completely understand. I haven’t been chatty on this app for a little while because i was jumping from interviews and didn’t ended up getting picked for the either jobs. Been feeling a little depressed since the one that i was hoping to get was for “The Autistic Behavioral Technician” since i enjoy interacting and playing with children like my nieces and nephews especially those with special needs. But was very devastated that i didn’t ended up getting the job, which was why i shut myself out on here and sometimes with people here. I also have been constantly thinking about my nephew/god son who is in Florida with his dad. My sister was finally allowed to come here with her oldest son and her new born daughter, on the condition that they leave their second son to his dad and family in Florida, even though she tried fighting for him to be here, but he threatened her once again for custody and stuff, which got me pissed off about the man she married. Again, a little of stuff has been happening, the whole job thing, as well as my concern about my nephew being in Florida while there’s a hurricane coming has gotten me thinking negative thoughts and shutting myself out from mostly anyone. But i decided not to give up and keep trying harder to get a job, and not shut people out, and have faith that everything will be alright.
