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My silly existence.

Hi, I’m Emily and unfortunately I’ve been breathing for the past 15 years. I live on hope and relatable songs that make me feel less lonely. Fairy tales are the only things that have always made me happy, ever since I was little. They might have given me too much hope on love and life in general but they’re worth it.
I’m the kind of girl that you will find sitting in the middle of the floor at night with a mug of hot chocolate, a book and a blanket to keep me warm. I have a big imagination, which is probably why books make me cry easier than movies do. The characters in the books I read will always be real to me and I can easily find myself in them.
The smallest things in life amaze me and I’m very easy to confuse. I hate hurting people to the point where it makes me hate myself. Even when others forgive me, I’ll never forgive myself. I find it hard to let things go, especially people that mean a lot to me even though I know that friends always leave. I came to the conclusion that you can choose who your family is. To me, family is not about being related. It’s about feeling close and comfortable, loving each other, being there no matter what, knowing that you will never leave.
Ohana means family. And family means no one gets left behind or forgotten.
I’m not a happy person, but I’m a positive person and it’s what keeps me going. I don’t like talking about my problems and I hate opening up cause I know that in the end, it will hurt cause most people are just curious and they don’t actually care. I’m strong enough to go through this hurt by myself and I know that one day, I’ll be living in a village with a perfect person next to me in a little house and everything will be okay.
I don’t like growing up. I don’t want the time of princes on their white horses and princesses in perfect dresses to end, but at the same time I can’t wait to start my own life and make something out of it. I can’t wait to prove everyone wrong and show them what I’m worth.