Eski_the_inevitable

On todays episode of how long can I overthink things: 
          	
          	A friend(?) of mine talked to me drunk but said she could never talk to me face to face when shes sober. Its been about 40 hours, anyone wanna bet how long this is going to stick with me? 
          	I'm going for a week from now as a starting point, and keep you updated!

Eski_the_inevitable

Ayo this is the first time today I thought about it! Mainly because I asked her and got fine reasons, but this is good!
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Eski_the_inevitable

On todays episode of how long can I overthink things: 
          
          A friend(?) of mine talked to me drunk but said she could never talk to me face to face when shes sober. Its been about 40 hours, anyone wanna bet how long this is going to stick with me? 
          I'm going for a week from now as a starting point, and keep you updated!

Eski_the_inevitable

Ayo this is the first time today I thought about it! Mainly because I asked her and got fine reasons, but this is good!
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Eski_the_inevitable

Ive been called single in 200 different languages today and I just want someone to cuddle with

Eski_the_inevitable

@ReadingRebel123  me too, once I'm able to I'll definitely either go visit you or make sure you visit me (I did not mean that as a threat)! *hugs*
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Eski_the_inevitable

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Okay so I'm pretty sure everyone knows these movies
          
          Girl likes a boy
          Girl does something for boy
          Girl and boy kiss
          Girl realises she likes someone else
           
          
          Picture that but with two girls
          With no hard coming out shit
          
          
          Yes?
          Okay.
          Now go watch Crush on Disney+/Hulu

Eski_the_inevitable

AHHH ITS FINALLY HAPPENING
          
          TODAY MY MUSICAL GROUP HAS SHOWS
          AND TOMORROW AS WELL
          
          LAST TIME WAS IN OCTOBER 2020 AND I HAD COVID SO I DIDNT DO IT THEN
          
          MY LAST TIME IS THREE YEARS AGO 
          
          IM SO NERVOUS AAAHHH
          

Parkers-In-Crime

@Eski_the_inevitable 
            AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH CONGRATSSSSSSSSS
            AND GOOD LUCK!!!!!!!!!!!
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Eski_the_inevitable

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          I'm not going to do anything bad I just want to cry
          
          JUST LET ME CRY
          
          
          ah now I see the anger issues slipping through, oops
          
          Also for the people who know my current situation, I don't even want to cry because of the funeral, because I cried enough over there. NO, I WANT TO CRY BECAUSE I REALISED IM IN LOVE WITH SOMEONE AND IVE KNOWN HER SINCE SHE WAS 14 YEARS OLD AND SHES 16 NOW AND I CANT IMAGINE HOW MUCH TIME HAS PASSED WHILE ITS ONLY BEEN SOMETHING OVER A YEAR AND IN ONLY TWO FUCKING WEEKS I'LL BE DONE WITH MY JUNIOR YEAR AND FINALS AND KNOW IF I PASS OR NOT AND IF I DO NOT PASS I'LL FUCKING BE DESTROYED BECAUSE I HAVE TO PASS AND ITS POSSIBLE AND I JUST DONT WANT TO RETAKE THIS WHOLE DAMN SCHOOLYEAR WHICH WENT BY TOO FRICKING FAST
          
          
          I apologise for that
          
          If you know me irl (looking at you, Citra, Eve) I'm fine and no I dont want you to ask how I'm feeling because I'm only a little bit stressed and you asking me how I am every single day is giving me more anger issues (or maybe triggering them, I dont know)
          
          If anyone thinks they know who I'm in love with, keep that one to yourself please, I'd appreciate it if any suspicions just dont exist :)