@EstellaZenda
I was thinking about blackening a tattoo, I got a couple of yrs ago ( someone’s name ) or should I place colorful flowers over it ??? By the way it’s a name that no longer has any significance to me any more . Not my kids names either . What do you all think???? It’s about 2 inches long and an 1 inch wide ????
Today , I’m a year older . Yes. :( I guess my mind still thinks I’m 25. My body just flipped me the bird and told me … I’m Stupid. :) . Have a great day everyone and have a great weekend
@ShraddhaK5 Thank you so much for your well wishes . Have a great weekend my friend . :)
Hi dear! Thank you so much for reading and voting for all my work. I really appreciate you spending your valuable time on them and sharing your thoughts . I'm so happy that you gave all my books a chance. Grateful to you na dear ❤️
@EstellaZenda ❤️❤️
I need to vent out . So bear with me guys. I have 2 ASD ( Autism Spectrum Disorder) girls . And my youngest was diagnosed with ADHD and now was diagnosed with ODD( ( Oppositional Defiant Disorder) and has been very aggressive in all ways . I am going through my health issues and having PTSD doesn’t help . So sometimes I feel like I’m not a great mother to her … I don’t want her to feel this way. I feel like I let her down . Her father doesn’t help at all . Sometimes I wish I had a “ magic wand “ to switch it away and make everything better. And having hand surgery recently has made it more difficult now . I have severe nerve damage in my left hand that I can’t hold not pick up anything and sometimes my cell falls down ( which I already broke :(———- so I want to continue my stories but I just can’t now I’m so drained and exhausted that I’m running on my last batteries literally:( ——— I guess just need some good vibes . It sucks to be me now but ♀️. What can I do …. Just hope for the best . And see how this turns out .
I haven't seen some one this strong in my life. You are doing great as a human and also as a mother. It's your first time doing parenting and no need to burden yourself by overthinking. The fact that you are thinking to do best for your children is something great and your girls are lucky to have a mother like you. Keep fighting and if you feel too much to bare and want some one to rant, I'm always here. You don't remember I guess but your comments on my story made me feel great when I was low and I'll be there for you dear. I pray for god for your health and your childrens health.
Wishing everyone a Merry Christmas to all :)
@EstellaZenda Don't thank me,dear. Please take care and stay safe ❤️
I am extremely sad . Besides my injuries … my broken foot and in a cast as well as my hand surgery that I now have limited use of my left hand … sucks … it takes even longer for me to text or message anyone . My best friend of more than 38 yrs yes I’m old … gave me sad news her mom which I knew personally she passed away today at 3:17 pm in southern part of the USA . I really admired her for her personality and she was a tough older lady that I truly Respected with my heart . I can’t travel now so I’m bummed out I can’t go to her funeral nor be there for my friend but what really hurt me the most was that my friend lost her best friend her mom …. I’m ok being her 2nd best friend . But I feel really sad because it’s my best friends birthday today and her memory will always be that her mom passed on this day
@sreeja95 thank you for your encouraging words . I just spoke to her and she is definitely sad inconsolable.. I understand . She too told me about my health . Her mom knew I had health issues . Bottom of my heart thank you and your words mean a lot to me .
@EstellaZenda Oh Dear.. That's so sad to hear. May God give your friend enough strength to cope with this sorrow and grant her mom heaven. I know you feel bad, but you need to take care of yourself too , dear. Everything is going to be alright. It's ok to be sad. Focus on your health so that you get well soon and get back to normal life soon. Lots of love
Hey dear... Thankyou so much for the follow I hope you liked my stories ❤️
Take care take rest Gat well soon dear miss you ❤️❤️❤️
