EvanIsCoolerThanU

accidentky logged in here but i want yall to know i got worse

EvanIsCoolerThanU

The ellsen pleaded, pathetic tears streaming across his cheeks, "p-purify me!" 
          
          The batter hesitated, turning his head away awkwardly, noticing no one was around. "Uhh... Okay..." He shrugged and looked at the small man. He lifted his bat just above the Ellsen's head, letting his wrist go limp and the bat lightly hit their head. 
          
          "Ow." They whimpered, smiling afterwards. They wrapped their arms around the batter, "thank you!!!" They repeated, nuzzling against the monster. 
          
          "No problem... I guess..." 
          
          I love ellsen they're so silly

EvanIsCoolerThanU

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// sh mentioned, relapse mentioned
           
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          Been going through shit and thinking of relapsing but I want to write a fic about sh instead so I won't but ik ppl will probs get mad at me lmao

DragonDancer55

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@SlimeIsCoolYknow Sorry to hear you're going through shit :( and if writing will help you then I think you should totally go for it, definitely if it'll help you feel better, and if it'll let you write out your emotions and thoughts, to aoivd people getting mad, you can just rate it mature, put trigger warnings and make it clear in the desc of the fic why you're writing it, people who get angry normally just don't understand, so its good to make it clear. I hope if you do write that it helps you feel better, and I really hope you get through this, we're all here for you, and I belive in you! I wish you the best, and please, really really try to be strong, and not relapse, I'm rooting for you! Wish you the best <3
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EvanIsCoolerThanU

Oh erm I forgot to actually apologize 
          
          
          Okay srsly though I'm sorry for lying to you mcyt fans that like my Tommy and tubbo oneshots. The "x" Was there on purpose, there was no platonic there. On amino I was advertising rping and the first person to genuinely want to rp mcyt with me was a clingy duo shipper. They told me that it was okay to ship them and that it's a cute ship. I was just excited to rp, I didn't care about the ship I just wanted to rp as someone on my list. After talking for a while I was convinced that I loved the ship and we talked about fanfics and we both agreed I should write it. Immediately I got backlash and hit with the reality that what I was about to do was disgusting. Me and the person immediately stopped talking and I changed the book. I lied about the mistake of title. I'm sorry, genuinely.