AnxiousTiredBitch

I'm listing the social medias I most often use here as I'm not going to use Wattpad anymore, but I still want to talk to people who want to.
          
          I rarely use Instagram or Twitter, as well as tiktok, and I don't have snapchat. 
          
          Discord: RagingRobyn13.jpeg #8227
          
          Facebook (messenger): Nova Becherer (digital self portrait as profile pic)
          
          Ao3: ChaoticQueer666
          
          Using any of these names, as well as my wattpad one, will probably lead you to finding some other socials of mine. Use these if you wanna talk with me. I'm sorry for leaving wattpad, but it's not like I was really active in the first place. I just sort of mentally crashed and burned. I have people to help me through it, though, so don't worry!!

Hello everyone!! I'm ready to come back to Wattpad :〕
          
          I love you all, and it may take a few days, but I'm gonna go over everything I've missed. I'm so so sorry if I've worried anyone, I'm fine for now.

Hello everyone. I know this may seem quick, but I wanted to check in. I'm so so sorry if you feel like I'm ignoring you, I don't mean to, things  have been rough lately.
          
          I'm gonna update some books and talk about things more in detail. I love you all, and please take care of yourselves. I may dissappear again once I finish posting, so please don't worry, I've just been stressed. I love you all.

TW//Death, grieving, swearing. 
          
          Hey everyone. I'm sorry to say this, but I'm going to take a break. I'll be back as soon as I can.
          
          My grandmother died today, November seventeenth, 2021 At around noon.
          
          Her ninety-third birthday was October thirtieth.
          
          I'm just so fucking upset, so please, bear with me. I have some story drafts saved and some art to show you when I'm ready to come back. If you want stories, I can share. If you want to take issue with this, I'm not gonna respond. 
          
          I love you all. Please stay safe.

I'M GONNA START WRITING ONESHOTS!! IF YOU GUYS HAVE ANY STORY IDEAS FOR ANY FANDOMS THAT WE'RE A PART OF, LEMME KNOW.

ATTENTION! ❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤ You have been chosen to be showered with love! So enjoy! Now post this to everyone's message board who you think deserves all the love in the universe. If you get.. 1 back=you are loved, 3 back=you are popular, 5 back=you are the most loveable person out there, 9=I'm jealous 

Guys, help, I-
          
          
          Okay, sorry, I'm in the middle of a panic attack, I was changing in the bathroom just now, looked in the mirror at a sort of side view, and I don't know what's wrong with me, I could see my ribcage sticking out, but I also saw that I may have fat on my stomach, and it just hurts, I-
          
          
          I've been going through so many body issues lately, and this is just one of them, I-
          
          
          I don't even know what I'm doing. I just need help, I want help, but in order to do that, I'd need to talk to my parents, but my parents are the type to take it seriously, say they'd take me to a therapist, and forget five minutes later, or just say I'm being overdramatic, no in between. 
          
          
          I'm sorry for anyone who had to read this, I just don't know what to do...

Real quick, gonna apologize if I seem strange in this post, I may be age regressed, I just feel heavy and fuzzy, but in a comforting way?.
          
          
          Anyway, with that out of the way, I don't know what to do. I feel small and I can't leave my room to eat until I finish a drivers ed assignment. I'm really hungry and tired and my step-dad got really upset with me two days ago because, "I was being a bitch," and, "angered him four times that afternoon." My friends was going through a really hard breakup and I was worried he would hurt himself (not my best friend, his cousin, we're all good friends,) and tried comforting him, but my step-dad slapped my hand and took my phone and yelled at me for being a pathetic bitch. So now I'm just sitting here tired and hungry, barely able to process anything happening. My mom asked earlier if I was hungry, I said yeah, she said I had to finish an assignment before I eat or sleep, so now I'm just sitting here hurting. Any advice?? I live in the country and the nearest gas station is like, a mile or two away and I can't walk for that long because iron deficiency. Anyway, how are you guys??

My lesbian cousin is getting married today! I'm gonna watch the wedding ceremony live, since she's across the country right now, but I'm proud of her! I hope we all also find someone we can hopefully spend the rest of our lives with as well. ❤

Hey everyone, I'm going into surgery now. I'll message you guys again once it's done. Love y'all!