@SinIsASimp I felt this, I told my mom after waiting 4 years to tell her how I feel in the hopes she'd get me therapy already, she said that we'll sort things out when we sit down and I tell my dad, thing is, even tho I trust my dad more then anyone in my family I'm terrified to tell him. So I basically won't get therapy until I tell him all together and if they decide they should get me therapy :"D