Whoamireally

I purposefully avoided watching Hazbin Hotel for the longest time and now after watching it I understand the hype. 
          
          Husk is my favourite character by far.

Health update: got the first cast off, stitches taken out. Everything apparently looked good but getting the stitches out sucked cause my doctor is an idiot and kept having to dig in my skin- like wtf???? Got the second cast put on after which she also fucked up because she doesn’t give a shit and I’m very pissed about it. Turned 22 a few days ago and fell on my cast the day after. 
          
           For anyone constantly asking me to update, I should not be in pain right now and the doctor isn’t sure why I am but won’t do anything because she sucks and ‘everything looks good on the outside’, not even an x-ray. My foot was held up in the first cast and now it’s been changed to down which took a few days to get used too, I have to have this one on until around May. 14/15 so, ;-;

For anyone who has had stitches underneath a cast, how do I tell if I ripped a stitch underneath the cast without getting the cast taken off…?

Surgery = ✨ pain ✨ /j 
          
          (/s I’m fine, everything went v well. More info on my life update book if anyone’s interested, but will probably be afk for the next 4-6 weeks depending on pain levels and everything guys.) 

First surgery in 13 days on my right foot, after it heals, surgery on my left foot. If everything goes perfectly, then I’ll be back to work by the end of the year, if not, I’ll have to go through another surgery on both feet before having a chance to go back to work.
          
          Honestly though, I’ve been asking my doctor since I was 18 for help on this issue, and we only contacted the hospital doing this surgery in January, and I’ve already gone up there for a consult and have a surgery booked in April which is insanely fast??? Turns out the reason why my doctor never suggested this hospital is because she doesn’t like them and wanted to send me to a different one in a city a whole ass plane ride away which I’ve been on the waitlist since I was 20. 
          
          I’m 21, turning 22 in April, and if everything goes as planned, I’ll probably spend my birthday getting stitches out of my foot before starting physio. 

Not an update/ just a vent. Feel free to ignore this :)
          
          
           A family member grabbed my chest when we were goofing off a few days ago and like- squeezed? And I keep replaying the moment and it made me super uncomfortable. I immediately stomped on their foot which made them mad and annoyed at me but I haven’t said anything about ‘why’ I immediately stomped on their foot- like. This is a family member who is starting to get very old and forgetful but it just creeps me out and makes me uncomfortable with things that they’re doing, but I feel like I can’t say anything because I don’t think they’re doing it intentionally.. I dunno man. 

I’m finally on the wait list to get my surgery on my feet, with them expecting about a month to a month a half before I’m able to be scheduled in guys omfg- 

Hey author-nimm I usually don't comment but I'm feeling spicy today and have energy too sooooo, I was wondering since this is the first time I've seen your reading lists and the books you read. How did you like the ending to next door neighbors ??? And what ending did you really want to happen at the end of the story.

I don’t know what you have tried for the chronic pain so this might sound patronizing. chiropractor, physiotherapist, yoga, Pilates, food diary, allergy testing? Is the leg pain the back of the legs, only the front, the whole legs? I am 37 and have an MRI test result confirming Arthritis in my Lumbar L4/L5 area but the physiotherapist said the pain in my legs that I described to her is from the nerves in the L1 area and the only way to help with my arthritis is stretching and strengthening my core and back muscles to stabilize my spine. Another question is have you tried either orthotics inserts for arch support in your shoes, foot strengthening exercises (like they recommended for ladies that wear high heels all day but need to wear flats on weekends to not damage their Achilles tendons)? Are you still able to do a 10 minute walk once a day? That was recommended for me. Plus 1200mg/day calcium with vitamin D (two tablets a day). Alder and Birch pollen allergies are common and can expand into cross allergens with other foods. A naturopathic medicine practitioner suggested I stay away from the nightshade family as they aggravate pain receptors. The fruits and vegetables in the nightshade family include potatoes and tomatoes which are also cross allergens of alder and birch pollen. I cut the nightshade foods out and that helped with my pain and inflammation. 
          
          I hope this helps.

Will you be continuing this story anytime soon?