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i think my oyher laptop is broken, because i did a lot of stupid things because of rage id you see this, i hope you can tell me how to deal with my anger

I'm tired... Today there's tons of stuff happening.. I broke my phone's screen, I need to use shit tons of money because there's this "MUST" program that I need to attend in order to continue my course... My parents told me that they are also short of money
          
          Right now my mind is blank... I don't know what I have to do, they were right when they said that if you want to do anything in this world, you must have money...

continuion now my laptop battery busted and again since my phone broke i need my laptop but its now on low battery and i cat charge it without the damn charger ehich is busted, so many money wasted so many misfortune im now completely unmotivated to do anything i feel so tired, and just want to end it all im just done

continuion my phone screen went black after i charged it beofre charging it was fine but now its all black the touch system is fine i know i heard sound wq-henever i tried to delete something either way now my phone isnt working even though i REALLY need it tomorrow and not exacty have the funds too, damn it, the day is keep getting worsen, this is why i hate shits like this, just why did this happened what did i even do... i swear

Today is not my lucky day i swear, want to relax but no a lot of work happened, lag when play some game, and now a button on my keyboard doesnt work, so many shits happened i just wanted to take it easy yet it became harder granted the keyboard Part was my fault

Don't mind me im just releasing some stress, sometimes Its someone when they look at your misery and your damn phone who doesnt work shit like fucking stupidly or it because both, either way im just done with this shit. Again im just releasing some stress don't worry about it

I don't know where I want to start this...around 2-3 months ago, I went to my uncle's house to start a new life...Where I'm going to find a new job while living with him
          
          Everything was fine...not until 1st July, suddenly my uncle and his family suddenly rarely talked with me.. I thought maybe it was normal to them..before that when I got my first salary, I gave them some of it.. Since then they changed their attitude towards me
          
          12nd July...256 pm after I took my launch break, I was about to start my work back but suddenly my cousin ( Age 22, the youngest among 3 siblings ) ordered me to pack my working stuff and followed him back home..each and every single time I asked what was wrong, he didn't even answer it.
          
          When we got back home, my uncle and aunt were waiting for me, my cousin grabbed me by my neck and tossed me to the ground before shutting the door. He proceeded to punch me, grabbed me before rapidly stomping on me..I have two choices at that moment, fight back or take it and I choose to take all those beatings..
          
          Why ? 
          
          Because if I fight back, my uncle and aunt will definitely join the beating and if it's 3v1, I would surely be hospitalized...The person that I thought of was my biological father, a woman that I thought was as if she was my biological mother watching their son beat the shit out of me.
          
          My cousin that I thought that he was my most trusted biological brother beat me...The amount of backstabbing and betrayal I felt that day is beyond my mind...When I think about it, I only feel sad, angry, betrayed...
          
          After 15-20 minutes of beating, I finally heard something that I wasn't expected to hear in my entire life...My uncle told me that if I fight against his son, he'll slaughter me..he don't give a fuck about getting into the jail as long as I'm dead
          
          In order to save my ass, I did what I'm best at all these years...Pretend to become a coward
          
          And now I live back with my parents after my uncle kicked me out from his house

Hey Comrade..
          
          Sorry to make you worried about me, I'm fine but less ok I mean yesterday around 8 p.m after I went back from my work place I got gangbang by a group of six adult men...I think who tf was attacking me, probably one of the women that mentally assaulted me at my work place since yesterday I literally "exploded" . 
          
          I'm fine just broke my left arms n legs. I woke up at the hospital bed with my uncle and his family besides me. They said my family is on their way here n yeah I'm taking your advice to you know, take some breaks.
          
          Also don't worry about me doing something stupid 'cause I used to do that multiple times and I know how painful the near to death experiences were . 
          
          I'll see you and the others in the future, take care of yourself comrades. Have a lovely day/night 

Hey Glain sorry if I was bothering you but may I ask you some questions... Should I mute those mean comments on my fanfic ?