@Glitched_Dreams
Thanks for 277 followers! Been a while since I thanked people for following. Honestly don’t know why people follow me still, especially since I feel like I don’t do much lol. I was honestly just cleaning out stuff on Wattpad to make my announcements less repetitive.
@Glitched_Dreams because your stuffs is still amazing so people still wanna see more of you >:33
Happy New Year to everyone! I’m slightly late by 22 minutes but happy new years regardless! Hope everyone will have a great 2024!
A few announcements!
Merry Christmas and Happy Holidays in advance! I hope everyone gets great gifts or at least have a nice holiday!
I will be online today since I have nothing else to do besides watch Christmas movies.
And tomorrow/Christmas Eve and Christmas Day, I will not be online at all since I’ll be busy as hell cuz it’s Christmas. I’m not sure about New Years yet so I’ll make an announcement at a later date mentioning if I’ll be on or not.
Warning and apologies to all comment roleplayers, I got a new phone, which I had to switch from android to iphone because I needed to change phone services. Everything works differently on the Wattpad app so expect some slow responses or some weird responses since Wattpad shows things extremely differently and I can’t process it quick enough. Pms/Dms should be fine but not sure yet.
A few announcements!
First of all, happy pride month! Be safe and happy and hope you enjoy the month of gay.
Secondly, I will not be on tomorrow since it's June 2nd aka my birthday. I also happen to have my graduation ceremony tomorrow and I have to be up at 5 am since the location is like two hours away qwq
And lastly, I most likely won't be up all night role-playing since I'll need as much sleep as possible. So I'll most likely get off as soon as it's 8 pm eastern standard time.
I finally got a Switch! I upgraded from a Switch Lite to a Switch! But all my animal crossing save data didn't properly transfer so I'm back to square one which sucks because I actually really liked the island I was building up slowly. But other than that, I'm pretty much good.
Random rambles that won't be announced and people will either find it and cringe or it'll be never found :D
Trigger warning for cringe. You have been warned.
Final warning. Mega cringe up ahead. Leave while you still can...
Okay, your choice.
I just want a boyfriend/girlfriend/lover who plays Animal Crossing with me and other chill games that I'm willing to save up and buy and just chit chat on Discord. I want someone who doesn't care that I'm a childish dumb dumb with a singular braincell that vibrates in anxiety. I want someone who doesn't mind starting conversations and leading them because sometimes I'm just too anxious to chat. I want those cute relationships where it's wholesome gaming co-ops and just wholesome overall yet a bit chaotic cuz haha adhd. I know I'm physically ugly and also socially anxious but like, I still want a cute wholesome relationship qwq. I don't got any confidence to confess to anyone and also I don't really have many people to actually chat with. Imma die aloneeeeeee qwq
I most likely won't be on tomorrow since I have an eye appointment. Will I get glasses? Who knows! It's a mystery!
@Mel_Sans0W0 The thing is that the glasses also made colors brighter when I put them on. I'm not colorblind but like omg my vision is shit without glasses.
@Glitched_Dreams Holy shit- I may be a bit blind without my glasses, but you're eyesight is way worse- I'm so so sorry
Won't be able to be on tonight since being forced into watching my half-brother do baseball. Apologies everyone
@The-fluffy-Remix It didn't really offend me too much. More just confused me since the post was made last week. And I apologize that you took offense to the original post. I just feel bad for roleplayers because I couldn't be on that day because my family forced me into something I wasn't interested in since I can have people pleasing tendencies at times. I also like informing people why I can't be on. I understand your point of view though and understand why you got offended/upset a bit. But for my situation, that day wasn't fun at all since all I did was have to deal with deadnaming and being yelled at if something went wrong and deal with silent anxiety attacks. If any of my posts offend you, I suggest unfollowing to avoid them since most of them are alerting people why I can't be on and some reasons can be because of toxic family situations or because of mental health issues.
@Glitched_Dreams Sorry, I didn't want to offend you, just made me a little upset to think about that's all And, I just hopped on today, and saw it, and it made me a bit upset, that's all
This post was also made a week ago so I'm not sure why there was a need to respond. I'm not upset or anything, I'm just confused since this post wasn't made today or yesterday.
Secret private post that only the lucky few will find since I'm not announcing it.
Gosh social anxiety sucks. I get anxious since I can't understand social cues and I don't understand how to reply to conversations irl or online when it isn't roleplay talk.
Someone says Uh and I assume they hate me or find me stupid. Someone tells me how their day was and what's happening and I don't know how to continue the conversation.
@_reien_ My ADHD is mostly just struggling with focusing on one thing, zoning out, and having the urge to fidget occasionally but anxiety also gives me an urge to fidget so I fidget quite a lot. Not sure if meds will work since I've never had the chance to take them. I just know I most likely need them or else I'm going to fail in life since I can't focus on things for too long before my mind immediately tries to focus on something else.
@Glitched_Dreams I was medicated as a child, since I was diagnosed at a young age, but my parents took me off of it due to not eating. Haven't been on meds since. My ADHD has waves. Some days I'm really fidgety and stim a lot and other days it's just a lot of oning out. I also derealize sometimes, but those moments are much more rare.
@_reien_ Oh no. I unfortunately understand the ADHD thing as well. Doesn't help that I need medication yet parents keep saying they're too broke to when my therapist offered a cheap option. My attention span is absolutely horrible. I luckily only zone out if I'm too bored but sometimes I have random zone out moments.