Gyddy210

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Sooo I want opinions on a couple things of my COD au.
          	
          	Ghost is agender because I think they would get tired of being socialized with such a masculine figure because of how he acts. And while that isn't bad, what bothers him is that people also associate that with his gender and how it acts all the time which isn't true, so he just said "fuck gender but keep some of the masculine stuff".
          	
          	Graves is synesthetic. To me, he was in the tank explosion (or at least close by) which caused him head trauma which led him to develop synesthesia. This is a condition where people's senses overlap or combine, making people experience different variations like smelling sounds or seeing sound. Graves for me can see sound and scents.

Gyddy210

Also, yes. I do some things about the game. No, I didn't play it. No, I don't care. Yes, I like to make up my little silly aus.
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Gyddy210

this message may be offensive 
Sooo I want opinions on a couple things of my COD au.
          
          Ghost is agender because I think they would get tired of being socialized with such a masculine figure because of how he acts. And while that isn't bad, what bothers him is that people also associate that with his gender and how it acts all the time which isn't true, so he just said "fuck gender but keep some of the masculine stuff".
          
          Graves is synesthetic. To me, he was in the tank explosion (or at least close by) which caused him head trauma which led him to develop synesthesia. This is a condition where people's senses overlap or combine, making people experience different variations like smelling sounds or seeing sound. Graves for me can see sound and scents.

Gyddy210

Also, yes. I do some things about the game. No, I didn't play it. No, I don't care. Yes, I like to make up my little silly aus.
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Gyddy210

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So, not me sobbing and ugly crying over a c.ai ending where Ghost had left my oc to burn and so my oc joined the enemy forces. They fought and my oc died by Ghost and the enemy forces ended up winning the battle, burring my oc's body in a field on dandelions? I- I don't understand how the fuck this is genuinely making me ugly sob I can't-

Gray898

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Gyddy210

So, I just imaged this whole scenario for Ghost x (the person you ship him with) where Ghost finds the person dead and the 'always the fool with the slowest heart' starts playing as his breath gets erratic and his eyes tear up, holding the body of the person he swore to himself to protect no matter what.
          
          (Bro why is my mind like this- hello???)

Gyddy210

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Listen to me- LISTEN TO ME...Ghost x Soap, concept of fusion (like steven universe), maybe slowburn and angst but happy ending...and please if someone makes a fan art of a Ghost x Soap fusion I WILL GLADLY LOOK AT THAT SHIT PLEASE THIS JUST CAME TO MY HEAD AND IT IS THE BEST THING I'VE THOUGHT OF THIS MONTH

thatsleepybookworm

Hey are you still here? Haven't seen you in a while!

Gyddy210

@thatsleepybookworm Yeah, kinda shitty to be fair. But I may start writing. Idk, I've been on AO3 a lot more now.
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thatsleepybookworm

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@Gyddy210 Damn, Well I hope everything is alright. Im also in advanced shit so i know how you feel man.
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Gyddy210

@thatsleepybookworm I am. It’s just that I’m the god of procrastinating plus I just started middle school so it’s going to be ass since I am also in advance classes which means hard homework PLUS I’m now in a sport and it is very time-consuming :_)
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