H4ll0_K477y

Ao3333 has hackersss now. Gay people cant have anything in America. I actually hope the world explodes.
          	
          	 Xoxo, goose

H4ll0_K477y

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TTTTWWWW: a veng thing I wrote about a boy i like, who "likes me". Even though my friend called dibs on him. 
          
          
          Im a "woman" now
          
          Its Monday, July 3 2023. and today was the first time i got an unwarranted picture, and asked for pictures of my self. Im 13 years old, soon to be in 8th grade. He's probably 14, going into 9th grade. My friend sent me his number to see if he was available, and when i talked to him he talked more. I didn't want to talk to him, but he was kind and sweet. He called me pretty, funny, and nicknames.
          
          At 5:48 pm (July 2) i was sent a picture of a boys genitalia, he said "you can see it if you want right now" and when I expressed my feelings about it she said "sorry, I got carried away." I didn't ask, and i didn't want. Bug to be honest, it was exciting. I've never been paid attention to sexually or romantically like that. He said he liked me, i know its a lie but its sweet as honey. Im but a wild hungry bear. 
          
          At 12:27 am (July 3) he asked if I'd ever sent a nude. I immediately shit it down, understanding his upcoming question. Im scared, im angry. I feel like im being torn apart and put back together. His sweet words cover the dirt he spits. I want him, but he doesn't want me. I feel helpless, like when you take pills and are feeling worn. He's a devil, and I'm a child being lured by the candy. 
          
          I dont want to be with him, but my hand reach for the phone when he massages me. My mind races and thighs clamp, but yet my heart knows its fake. He's twisting my mind, and I dont know who I am. I want the boy who's talking to others, I want the boy who I can't have. I want to bash his brains and rip him to shreds, i want to eat his flesh and feel it grind under my teeth. 
          
          I want to be a person, not an object. I don't want to laugh at your offensive jokes. I dont want to call your genitalia "pretty" with the threat of my life. I dont want go be looked at for my 36 D chest. I dont want to, bug I have to because
          
          ...l'm a "woman" now.

H4ll0_K477y

Its a lil messy, sorry
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