HOOOO_HOOOO

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fuck it, i'm starting to write some suicide letters because i give up. As soon as summer vacations hits, I'm killing myself. I'm sorry for the people who actually i guess either cared or gave good advice- or both.
          	
          	I give up, i know i'm weak.
          	
          	i hate the life that I've created for myself, and i know i can't go back.
          	
          	(this is really shitty and short, and i'm super sorry for anyone who got a jumpscare and or feel worried or stressed right now.)

St4rl3TTE_TH3_st4rr

WHY ARE PEOPLE COMMITTING LEFT AND RIGHT?! I DON'T WANNA LOSE ANOTHER PERSON PLEASE DON'T DO THIS PLEASE DONT KILL YOURSELF
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numspac3d

@HOOOO_HOOOO DONT MAKE THIS UR FINAL DECISION MAN IT CANT BE YOU HAVE SO MUCH TO LIVE FOR JUST just
          	  just give another chance to life, even if it's shitty it's gonna change, horrible times ALWAYS come to pass
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numspac3d

@HOOOO_HOOOO Dude, please don't feel this way.
          	  Please don't do this man, I'm gonna miss you terribly, please stay. Reach out to someone you know irl before you do anything, like a friend or teacher or sibling just someone.. please dont do this to yourself. Things might be hard now, but trust that hardship always comes to pass. You've got so much to live for, and your artistic ability and editing skills are beyond amazing, and you're one of the coolest people I've met on here. Maybe take a walk to make yourself feel better, that one time you reminded me to take a walk, I hoped that the happiness and content-ness I felt on that would be something you would feel too. I owed that to you, because you made me do it. Do something you know you like before this, please, like pottery, or some art, or maybe listen to music, please just do something..
          	  I'm just really worried and I'm sure so many people won't be able to function if you leave please I just
          	  
          	  Please don't do this.. you gotta tell someone irl, they care and they'll help.
          	  Scribble in a notebook, scream into your pillow please just don't do anything serious to yourself after school ends. You're not weak, you can pull through and people that you know will be there for you. I'm proud of your skills and personality and I want you to know that you aren't drop dead useless I know you aren't in im sure others know you aren't 
          	  
          	  
          	  I don't want you to leave
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HOOOO_HOOOO

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fuck it, i'm starting to write some suicide letters because i give up. As soon as summer vacations hits, I'm killing myself. I'm sorry for the people who actually i guess either cared or gave good advice- or both.
          
          I give up, i know i'm weak.
          
          i hate the life that I've created for myself, and i know i can't go back.
          
          (this is really shitty and short, and i'm super sorry for anyone who got a jumpscare and or feel worried or stressed right now.)

St4rl3TTE_TH3_st4rr

WHY ARE PEOPLE COMMITTING LEFT AND RIGHT?! I DON'T WANNA LOSE ANOTHER PERSON PLEASE DON'T DO THIS PLEASE DONT KILL YOURSELF
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numspac3d

@HOOOO_HOOOO DONT MAKE THIS UR FINAL DECISION MAN IT CANT BE YOU HAVE SO MUCH TO LIVE FOR JUST just
            just give another chance to life, even if it's shitty it's gonna change, horrible times ALWAYS come to pass
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numspac3d

@HOOOO_HOOOO Dude, please don't feel this way.
            Please don't do this man, I'm gonna miss you terribly, please stay. Reach out to someone you know irl before you do anything, like a friend or teacher or sibling just someone.. please dont do this to yourself. Things might be hard now, but trust that hardship always comes to pass. You've got so much to live for, and your artistic ability and editing skills are beyond amazing, and you're one of the coolest people I've met on here. Maybe take a walk to make yourself feel better, that one time you reminded me to take a walk, I hoped that the happiness and content-ness I felt on that would be something you would feel too. I owed that to you, because you made me do it. Do something you know you like before this, please, like pottery, or some art, or maybe listen to music, please just do something..
            I'm just really worried and I'm sure so many people won't be able to function if you leave please I just
            
            Please don't do this.. you gotta tell someone irl, they care and they'll help.
            Scribble in a notebook, scream into your pillow please just don't do anything serious to yourself after school ends. You're not weak, you can pull through and people that you know will be there for you. I'm proud of your skills and personality and I want you to know that you aren't drop dead useless I know you aren't in im sure others know you aren't 
            
            
            I don't want you to leave
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HOOOO_HOOOO

numspac3d

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@HOOOO_HOOOO i dont understand shit but this looks pretty cool
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HOOOO_HOOOO

HAPPY PRIDE MONTH GUYSS‼️‼️
          
          i'm going to go to pride this year so i might be inactive on the 27th 30th, but with that out that way- happy pride to everyone!! enjoy (or don't- idc) a really cool month, and good luck on reading and or writing any pride related stuff!!

HOOOO_HOOOO

@HOOOO_HOOOO nvm it was on the 15th-16th, got the dates wrong 
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jingleballs_6

Do you have discord 

jingleballs_6

@HOOOO_HOOOO jingleballs_2763_99915 
            Add me pls
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numspac3d

Your headache any better??

numspac3d

@HOOOO_HOOOO ahh alr, good to know :)
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HOOOO_HOOOO

@numspac3d if i remember correctly it stopped yesterday, and i'm really glad because it hurt for 3 days straight. But ye, it's gone for now :)
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HOOOO_HOOOO

uhhh- anyone have any recommendations for what to read?

HOOOO_HOOOO

@numspac3d nope, gonna start reading it tonight though 
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numspac3d

@HOOOO_HOOOO have you read camp murder? It's a Fantube murder fic
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HOOOO_HOOOO

this is a partial re-upload of the same video but with different music. because the last video got partially blocked from the song Erik Satie - Gymnopédie No.1.
          
          https://youtu.be/0rXOQtP1exQ?si=bHDfWKNlO7QQmPo5

HOOOO_HOOOO

finished the video yesterday, forgot to post about it though.
          https://youtu.be/Zx10KTXWbus?si=kSYec2NaToGFhNdx

HOOOO_HOOOO

@HOOOO_HOOOO thx for giving it a watch!!
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numspac3d

@HOOOO_HOOOO nah nah its alr, i got it and LMAO YOU DID SUCH A GOOD JOB!!
            I would've given it a like but i watched it on no account so..
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HOOOO_HOOOO

@numspac3d so i found out that because of one of the songs that i used, the video is partially blocked in a few countries, I'll make a copy of the video with a different song in a second 
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HOOOO_HOOOO

I'M MAKING AN APRIL FOOLS VIDEO‼️‼️‼️
          (shorter explanation at the end)
          
          so uhh ye, i'm making a video for april fools, and if i finish it today I'll do a premier, or just post it normally. Also, I'll be making a more longer video with a lot more stuff and also I'll try and make it in English so there wouldn't be a need for subtitles, that I'll make a link only. That's because I'll take about some more personal stuff that i don't want for people that i know, to well, know of. I'll post both links once I'll post the videos, also i might update my book, but rn i'm editing so can't do much.
          
          (i'll be posting a video on my youtube channel, and will also update my book in a few days)

numspac3d

@HOOOO_HOOOO aw thanks!, and good job that you got some sort of rest. And dw abt misunderstanding, it's alr, it happens.
            And thanks, yeah I feel a little better now, good enough to actually get back to my Fantube book that I've been putting off for a while..
            And I don't mind when you respond, no problem :) 
            Make sure you can recover on all that sleep you missed, hope you get better too
            
            I'm gonna watch ur video now, but I already bet it's pretty good.. ,:)
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HOOOO_HOOOO

@numspac3d trust me, you're not bothering me in any way, it's fun to read every time you comment. Also i took a very long nap after finally editing the video (https://youtu.be/Zx10KTXWbus?si=kSYec2NaToGFhNdx) and i think it turned out somewhat good. And yeah i get that this was kind of a misunderstanding, i've also been really disassociated lately because I didn't sleep for two days because i had to film the video, sorry for responding like a day later, hope you're going better now.
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