Hadanuke

Prologue of Demon Lord Shinobi has been released!

Tim5628

@Hadanuke Are you gonna upload weekly or whenever available?
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Hadanuke

Hi readers!
          
          I guess I should update you on my status. I was recently diagnosed with depression. Along with ADHD. I got medications which help a little. But I'm still struggling with things like motivation. And I'm looking at the time I last updated only to feel like a failure. I also found out I was dyslexic and dysgraphic. I'm starting to get better thanks to medications. Morning don't feel dreadful and I can actually easily get up in the morning and classes don't feel like endless suffering.
          I've been wanting to write another story for so long but never got around to actually doing it. I don't know what might have changed from before when I was able to write a lot. Maybe I'm afraid of writing bad or something else.  But I'm taking a step forward and trying to get myself to write again.
          And as such I would like to ask what would you like to read first.
          
          1. A rewrite of my first story.
          2. A Naruto story
          3. A Bnha story.

Multiwatcher

3 and you should rest and take care of yourself more before start writing again
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Jake93868

@Hadanuke 1 it's good that your doing better, and pls continue to look after yourself first 
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DickLau

@ Hadanuke  1. Take care of yourself first and foremost 
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Hadanuke

Hello reader :)
          
          I was recently educated about people writing fics as commisions. So.....
          
          I was wondering is some of you would be interested in those from me or not.
          I know that I'm not even that good to be asking money for writing yet, but that is my opinion and I would like to hear yours. 
          
          Don't be afraid to bash me. I'm quite immune to   E M O TI O N A L   D A M A G E.

Mrnoob5089

@Hadanuke Eh just do what you think you should do though I would recommend to separate the commissions and the books you write for the public to read, so people who have no money to spend and read your books and the people who have money can ask you to make certain books they wish to read.
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Hadanuke

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Hey guys. 
          
          Sorry for the LONG and I mean L O N G absence. Even more sorry to say that it's going to continue.
          
          Reason for that is that I still have not gotten diagnosed for ADHD and not gone to therapy or gotten medication yet. For some reason the entire thing dragged on for this long and still nothing.
          
          Now that I know the symptoms. I can say with confidence. That ADHD sucks! When you want to be productive as possible. Like I WANT to work on something like the new book I promised but haven't gotten to continue working on it for MONTHS.
          
          At some point I gave up trying to force myself because it was just too much effort to force myself every single day despite my untreated adhd. SO, I decided that I'd rather wait for the help to arrive. So that I don't end up disliking writing in the end. I still read a shit ton of fanfics. I read a lot of bnha ones too. I know that their community is notorious for... things... but the thing I read were really enjoyable to read, at least to me... I have a pretty low standard for that sort of thing.
          
          I just hope that it will come as soon as possible so that I can start working on improving my self as a whole with the help that I needed way back when I was a kid but never gotten. Turns out. I got adhd from my biological dad! That is about 13 years dead, give or take. My mom told me that he had been struggling with the same things I have described recently and adhd is hereditary so there is my answer. My parents always just told me that it wouldn't be a problem If I was trying hard enough. That always hurt to hear because I have been trying to overcome my weakpoints. But they always said that appearantly I wasn't if I was still struggling. And how noone was going to care if I had adhd or not at a job or something. It insinuated that I was faking it only because at school you get some handicaps when you get diagnosed. Again disregarding what I thought about it.  My parents know nothing at all.
          
          So I ask that you keep being patient

Multiwatcher

@Hadanuke its totally fine go and rest and i hope youd get help soon 
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Null_blade

@ Hadanuke  i know how you feel since i was only diagonsed for adhd about half a year ago and from what i can remember i had it since the first or second grade i had  it for 10 years before i got recommended to get that checked out, and it sucked really bad going through that so understand  why you haven't wrote anything so prioritize yourself  first and get used to being on medicine then give it a try writing again since i liked your story very much even if it wasn't good in your eyes and if you want some ideas for the rewrite i can help since i think i am decent with coming out with characters power (especially if it's rimuru related) but i just suck at writing overall
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DickLau

@Hadanuke Try to stay stable and healthy life, in both mind and body. Be well!
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Hadanuke

Next chapter is going to be juicy.

Hadanuke

@DickLau Possibly today.
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DickLau

@ Hadanuke  When?!
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Multiwatcher

@Hadanuke mam what u waiting for
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