Helios_Narloch

New chapters of Harvest Moon fic up.

McSquiggles2

@Helios_Narloch hey...it's ArmenSegante100...just letting you know I'm here again
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Helios_Narloch

Does anyone know any songs that have the same soft sort of lull that : Ocean Eyes (Billie Eilish), Closing In (Ruelle), When the Party’s Over (Billie Eilish), and Carry You (Fleuire&Ruelle)- have? 
          
          I don’t care if you like the artists or not, I just want the soft sweet sound they all have. 
          
          Also, I listen to 99.98% Ruelle. If you haven’t heard of her I recommend. Almost all of her music is like the climax of am exciting story. My personal favorite- This is the Hunt

AzzzyB

@Shadow-Assassin try listening to Anson Seabra he has that sort of sound
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Helios_Narloch

You ever just going about your young legal adult life and get assumed a ten year old at the Walmart check out? 
          
          ...... you know, I’ve got the cute face but I’m 5’6. That’s a tall ass 10 year old. Even for a boy. 
          
          I mean, I was with my mom and she explained we were prepping for graduation. And the checker asked “ah who’s?”  .... me. It’s my graduation. The eighteen year old putting the bags in the cart. 
          
          “Oh? I hope you’re not offended. I thought you were ten.” 
          
          How?

Helios_Narloch

People see those who apologize for crying, for showing emotion or standing on the brink of tears. And they break because they want to reach out to them. Because society has created a toxic air around the idea of crying. That it makes you weak. Lesser of a person... and I doesn’t. It really truly doesn’t.
          
          But sometimes it’s not that you’re raised by those rules when you find yourself cursing your crying. 
          
          My parents continuously tell me it’s okay not to be the strongest. And I know it is. But I want to be the strongest. I’m not crying on the inside so why do I cry on the outside? I don’t like. It being in control. And for me crying is not being in control so there for crying for me isn’t okay. But it happens way more than I would like to admit. 
          
          I mean it’s probably just me. But sometimes yourself can be the problem. 
          
          And that sucks. Because it’s hard to fix yourself by yourself when you’re not really a team player.

electrictraitor

@Shadow-Assassin 
            I feel you. I physically trained myself not to cry in front of others. It hurts
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Otaku_Foxx

@Shadow-Assassin I Totally get you! I cannot cry in front of people, not even my own parents! I feel like crying makes everyone think I am fragile!
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Helios_Narloch

Is there a 5’ 2” person out there I could interview? I need to get an idea of how things work for someone that tall because I’m too tall and I don’t remember being 12 years old. 
          
          Can someone help pleassssee?
          
          I have a lovely little character named Neko who is 23 and is but 5’ 2”. No he’s not stereotyped as cute and sweet or- okay so he looks adorable but he’d probably kick your knee in if you said it out loud. He’s more the Levi Ackerman type. He is a trained government agent with countless innocent names in his hands but it was necessary. He’s actually a spy for a different government but anyways. He gets pulled out of all that and now I need to know what kind of problems you run into on your average day interacting with things.

Helios_Narloch

It’s all good guys. I’ve got all the people I need, thanks 
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MrsKaiba96

I’m not 5’2”. I’m just 5 feet even.
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Helios_Narloch

@AzzzyB @Monsterz666  thank you so much for taking the time to reach out. Sadly I’ve already gotten a few to give me a pool of answers but if you still want to pitch in and give feed back you can always hit me up in DMs and I’ll ask you the questions.
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