You know what really stinks about how bad the writing has gotten? It's sometimes feeling that you're the only one whose legit concerned about Hetty instead of either not caring or thinking that she's just abandoning her team because she apparently doesn't care about them anymore. Like, does anyone really think she deserved to have wedges driven between her and Callen? Does no one try to think about what she's probably been through on these missions? She's probably been through some very hellish situations! And she probably doesn't know how to ask for help, or she's too embarrassed.
I think about Season 9 a lot these days. That entire half Season arc may have been very dark, but it showed just how much of a family this team is! They willingly risked their lives to save Hetty because they love her! Then at the end of that Season, she had to witness her team getting blown up. That would mess up anyone.
I think she's been really hurting for a long time, and I'm not sure if she's choosing to do these missions, or if she's being forced to do them, but I'm sure she has a good reason for them.
This is kind of why I'm driven to write fics trying to explain what has probably been up with her, and how I believe the team would most likely react. (A few of them are fully published on here!). Because there's gotta be 1 understanding fan who cares enough to not think the worst of Hetty based off of a few Seasons of no answers.
#NCISLANeedsHetty
(and thanks for listening to all of this)