My mum and aunt love me guys. And it was for my own good that they were being hard on me the past years. Let me be honest with you, I'm not the most perfect daughter and I've not appreciated them enough. It wasn't until last night that I realised how much they actually mean to me and how much they love me and how much they've done for me. Last night when I was all melancholy and started throwing up due to anxiety,my mum and aunt sat beside me,one held my hair up and the other rubbed my back,and I got so emotional that I started crying. What a mess I would've been,but they told me that "No matter what happens I'll always be their little girl and no amount of 'good grades' are worth me" and that they love me. They also apologised for their misbehaviour and frankly I understand them now. Earlier I was too blinded by my hatred that I failed to view things from their perspective. But after last night, something inside me clicked and now I know that I'm gonna ace my exams and become someone they can be truly proud of. I also love and appreciate all of you guys on wattpad so much who've been there for me. I just feel so happy now and I'm not feeling scared anymore (at least not so much).
Sorry for the long ass paragraph, it needed to be said and I figured that if I shared all my bad moments with you,why not share my good moments as well? I'll stop writing now.
Have a great day/afternoon/evening/night everybody!
Love ya<3
