K!ll me- No, my old MaN

I just thought of this.. "Life was never a lie, 'cause it is the painful truth that you have to face every time you open your eyes or blink it; and there is only one way of escaping it, some say death is the answer to all the bitter questions that have been asked indirectly or directly while some people say that there is another way, and that is just making your own 'reality' by imagining; like, in reality people often curse/cuss, and then you turn it around as if it was nothing, as if it was only a greeting.." And that shows all the lies, how beautiful and sweet it is, nah?.. Feeling like wanting to just let it suck you into the Earth's core but imagining it was something else while having your own fantasies..